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2012-01-28T03:06:00.003+08:00

Noche Silencio!!! The name of my salsa dance performance which just ended about 7 hours ago?? Haha, though there were hiccups, I watched the video of juniors dancing and it was gooooood =)

THE MAJOR HICCUP: MY BRA STRAP DROPPED WTH.

Like one side of the halter strap dropped so i had the strap swinging here and there while i danced lols. It din even happen before at rehearsals..zz. NVM, I HOPE I DID WELL =D

So glad my friends came down to support :) and my aunt and uncle and baby cousin =DDD and the poor bf who rushed down just to support but seriously eff his army department -.- In the end, he din watch me dance (!!!) but still rushed down to show face haha. I think this is the first time i'm scolding eff on my blog lols.

Post-production blues coming again, so glad to have been accepted into this family and I really hope I can improve by leaps and bounds. I'm going to seriously mug social!!! I wanna go Italy for competition too!!!

So thankful for everything tonight and this leads me to be thankful for everything in my life =)

Oh I forgot to bring my camera though but this is just sth small I guess, there could have been other major hiccups? I even charged the battery, forgetful me zz. IF NOT CAN SPAMSPAMSPAM EDITEDITEDIT lols #likeacamwhore.

SO I HAVE NO PICS TO UPDATE THIS WONDERFUL POST WITH LOLS.

KTHXBYE HAHA.

2012-01-23T00:21:00.002+08:00

this was 2012 fireworks pic i took hahaha and i think i posted it here? dunno but nvm it's nice!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

MAY ALL MY LOVED ONES AND ME BE HEALTHY =D

HEALTH IS ONE'S BEST WEALTH!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =)

2012-01-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =) =DD

Just had reunion dinner at my cousin's house, steamboat style as usual. Really really full and kinda bloated now. Hmm then my bro went out with friends, dad out to watch soccer lols. Now only me and my mummy at home so here I camwhore~ in one of my new year clothes :))

Nice right HAHA okay my arms still fat, maybe no neck lols but i like the design! Not used to wear high-collar stuff though.

So erm I'm going to shou3 sui4! Means to stay up late to accumulate longer life for your parents, sth like that.

Next week is going to be a busy week for me..monday (which is tml) will be cny day 1 so spent visiting etc. Day 2 I will most likely go to the temple with my family and maybe more visiting or just stay at home to STUDY. Wed I have 6 hour lessons straight starting from 830!! And dance at night. Thurs i have lessons at 830 AGAIN omg!! Then dance in the afternoon till night cos its tech run or sth. Friday will be the REAL SHOW at night :) Hope I do well =D And I'm really appreciative and grateful to all who will be coming. Those who can't are missing sth really great, I mean where else do u get to witness amazing SALSA performance upclose? Lols.

Why do I have to study on chu1 2? lols cos i have fa test on thurs -.- omg zzz and individual presentation next wed AND bgs test this sat at 330. Yes I have makeup lessons on saturday..145-315 and then 330-645 great job smu.

Hope my bloated-ness goes away later, really uncomfortable zz. Watching ip man on channel u now, I've nvr watched this before and heard it's really good. Shall go enjoy and dry my nails at the same time hehe.

2012-01-14T22:58:00.002+08:00

Made a choice.

Hope it is right and everything goes well =D I really want to go Italy and compete and at a subsidized price lols (cos if cannot compete then must pay full price and sch wun subsisize -.- so practical)

I realised that I am really #foreveralone kinda personality. Like I wun open up till someone takes the initiative to ask or help me. Why am i doing this to myself I really don't know. Not that there's NOONE around, I think if i called for help like literally, they would help me. But something's stopping me from admitting that i need help. Only truly asked for help from that one person but to no avail.

He's not worth my time.

2012-01-14T18:26:00.000+08:00

Dilemma.

ZZZ.

Money makes the world go round, how true.

2012-01-12T02:18:00.002+08:00

Embarking on day 4 of school for sem 2 tomorrow and I'm officially stressed.

This is bad. FML!!

It's only right to get away from people who stress me right? But what if they are your classmates or friends? I can't possibly drop every class lols. And it's so troublesome to drop a class..zz shall SERIOUSLY consider dropping my MC class over the weekend.

ZZ and it doesn't help that bao may not come for my performance! Haiiii.

Oh did I mention tomorrow's class I will be alone zzz. Dreading the awkward moments o.O

SMU, Y U GIVE ME SO MUCH STRESS?!

Ironically, I just read that 18-25 or 18-30 is supposed to be the BEST TIMES of your life. Why am I not feeling so? :( If this is 'best', what to do when I'm 26 or 31???

Signing off on a stressed note. And I'm less easily stressed compared to many others already so situation is dire now -.-

2012-01-04T03:08:00.003+08:00

Got caught up watching So You Think You Can Dance videos on youtube and it's past 3am now =O (okay I started at like 1 plus?) Haha.

So many nice and mind-blowing ones, can't really decide which one is my favourite! Oh and I was just surfing the net and discovered this:

HELLO KITTY AIRPLANE AND ITS REAL

all things hello kitty on the plane!

And yep, it's a real plane and it really flies people lols. It is a special hello kitty plane bringing passengers from Taiwan to Japan and it belongs to a certain Taiwan-based airline (EVA airline??) I think. SO COOL HAHA

Okay off I go to get some sleep and finish my nicholas sparks book:) That I borrowed with bao's army nric because I owe NLB $15.05 and they dun let me borrow books with my id!

First post of 2012!

2012-01-01T02:17:00.003+08:00

fireworks =D They are always much nicer witnessed in real life than on camera

hahaha <3

okay I was just testing out the self timer =P

lovelovefu

random pic of my nails :)

fb profile pic now <3

This year countdown was spent with my bao again too! =D Last year, we went to the helix bridge haha but this year we only made it near there lols. Cos we went too late and the polic/authority whoever grew smarter and blocked off the road leading to the bridge when they saw that the bridge was too full with people..hmm. So we stood at some field near the bridge which has a pretty good view of the fireworks too :)

We concluded that next year we shall attempt to somewhere else to view the fireworks like the floating platform. And as we grow richer, we can go to MBS swimming pool or book a carriage in flyer or book a boat on the river and view the fireworks above us HAHAHA

So, my new year resolutions are:

1. Stop doing things that I don't enjoy doing and are doing them because of being peer-pressured or to please others or to feel more accepted!!

2. Sleep earlier (abit hard considering I'm blogging at 2:35 am now)

3. Study harder

4. Take care of my health better

5. Be more accepting, caring to my loved ones

6. Be bolder, stronger and confident for myself

7. STOP SHOPPING SO MUCH

Really hope 2012 will be a better year than 2011 and thank Heavens/Buddha for all that I've received in 2011 <3

On a side note, I'm turning 20 in three months =OOO time really flies. Oh and this year countdown is a little bit more special for everyone I guess, because everyone might be counting down to a new year for the last time if the rumours are true..Really hope they are not because there are so many things I've not done and the world is such a beautiful place; life is too beautiful to end. Haha okay emo-ing, I shall stop blogging now and go off to watch the da4 jie2 ju2 of my hongkong drama!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

P.S. Happy 31 months bao =)

2011-12-25T01:47:00.003+08:00

at tangs!

<3 =) =D

the passerby tried her best hahahaha thanks:)

i think my photography skills really not bad

Merry Christmas =D

Thankful for all the things I've received in my life =)

I hope one year later from now, I'll be able to look at this post filled with happiness and be this (or even more) thankful! And continue this way for many more years to come =)

p.s. caught sherlock holmes and it's really good but heard first one better from those who've watched..hmm haha go watch if you haven't!

precious day out with mum:)

2011-12-20T05:24:00.004+08:00

Mummy spent a BOMB on my hair and her hair today mostly due to the treatment related stuff o.O dun even know if they work haha. The bomb may not be a huge amount or may be a normal amt in other ppl's eyes but certainly not in mine =/

Anyway, we both cut and re-dyed our hair plus do treatment haha. Bought some hair products too hence the BOMB.

Pictures!

papa mummy and me =)

mummy so cute and pretty haha

I love hello kitty

2011-12-19T01:15:00.006+08:00

This post is dedicated to hello kitty haha.

But sidetrack abit, i heard a 'meow' sound just now while in the living room and was so freaked out!!! I HATE CATS and there's this family who loves to feed stray cats in my block hence my block has a few stray cats living at the void deck. And dunno if i've mentioned this here before, a few days ago, there was a cat who came into my house through the holes in my gate (cos we didn't close the wooden door).

I was happily watching shows on my laptop and then I heard a scream from my tenant entering the house. So I stood up and went to see what happened and she told me there was a cat in my living room and it escaped when she stepped into the house. Apparently she was freaked out too hence the scream lols. SO I was super duper scared just now omg. I really hate cats.

When I was young, I was playing in my old house then when I turned around, there was a cat staring at me right beside me OMGOMGOMG. AHHH. This is a horror story lor. Seriously, I also never provoke any cats, why they like to appear beside me suddenly?!

HATE THEM. Yucks but that aside, I love the sanrio character hello kitty! It looks different from normal cats and it doesn't scare me by appearing beside me suddenly. It doesn't have dilating eyes and make disgusting sounds in the middle of the night nor scratch people. And it looks so cute =D There, I've justified why I can hate cats to the core but yet love hello kitty! HAHA pro right?

So now get ready to be spammed by cute hello kitty stuff =D I'm going to go do hello kitty manicure sometime soon!

LAPTOP BAG!!! WHY SINGAPORE NO HAVE?

Hello kitty cupcake and birthday cake!! the hello kitty on the bday cake is abit ugly though but i love the cupcake!

OVEN OMG HAHHA CUTE

THIS IS A CHOPPING BOARD

LAPTOP BAG #2! Seriously, I will buy if i see one in sg but the probem is, I don't -.-

hello kitty dustbin!

a pic to show my future baby girl's room HAHA it will be even prettier =D

LAPTOP BAG #3!!! OMG I NEED ONE =(

LAPTOP BAG #4!!! AHHH so cute can OH and I actually saw some girl carrying this on the streets before!!! Was so tempted to ask her where did she get it..but I didn't HAI.

this is a hello kitty FONDUE MAKER HAHA

lastly, a hello kitty stand to put ur glasses! =D

Wl all so cute, cant stand it! But the one I would really like to get would be the hello kitty laptop bag! Haha not all designs are nice though, some look cheap o.o, some look too girly or kiddish, some look too cluttered with hello kitty faces or words but those that I've posted are just really cute!!!

I WANT ONE!

2011-12-16T15:46:00.007+08:00

Mini outing before dance yesterday

poster effect wheeee

my new red dress for cny =)

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Rainy day

Love rainy days alone at home when I'm in a good mood with good food =D

#whatdididotoday

Woke up early (10am despite sleeping at 3/4am) to have lunch with my mum before she goes to work. So we took a LONG BUS RIDE to parkway parade which should be the #1 place to have a mrt. Then I bought KOI haha and went to the new katong 112 mall to explore. It looks quite high class inside but the lighting was quite dark o.O My mum works there that's why we went to explore. Then I went off to fix my salsa shoes at katong shopping centre.

Hmm I paid $9 for gel insoles which I really hope can make the fit better =/ Wasted $15? buying useless heel insoles previously so I don't want to waste money again. WHY MY FEET SO WEIRD? =( The salsa heels fitted perfectly when I bought it but it has expanded quite an amount in just a few months..and I'm the only one with this problem. Stupid feet =(

#iwastetoomuchtime:

Transferring files from my old laptop to my mac now..taking an awfully long time cos I only have one 4gb thumbdrive HAHA, that's why I'm blogging now.

Oh and later I shall dig out all my unwanted shoes and clothes.........my mum and aunt keep complaining about the amount of clothes I have o.O I shall give to salvation army cos I'm too noob to rent a flea stall to sell them away T_T

Will update again with pics of the huge amount of clothes/shoes I'm going to give away =D

2011-12-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

The boy is sleeping on my sofa now haha he got nights out =D and he chose me over clubbing HAHA duh. Apparently, his army friends are all ecstatic that 8 out of 12 are going clubbing cos today is ladies' night lols. Hmm all these army boys are bad influence tsktsk.

Some things are hitting down my confidence on certain matters but I shall persevere! Fighting!

Okay this is just a short post haha byeeeee.

2011-12-09T01:35:00.005+08:00

SAY THANKS TO ME for teaching u how to smile haha

why do i look so yellow =(

Went out with giscille and jolene today for shopping =D before dance. It was about time I went out after being cooped up at home o.o

Bought a new backpack for school YAY HAHAHA but like that bao needs to think of something else to get for my christmas present HEHE. Bought flats too, wine red in colour =O and a red dress online. Currently, i'm into the colour red and wine red lols. Probably cos of chinese new year and xmas!

And went out for a date =) on sun to eat tom's palette. Yumyum and ah loy thai seems to have moved away o.o shall ask around.

Okay i got nth to blog. Ermmm yah need to work on my dance steps and the timing etc. Plus had some htht today, realised some friends are really complicated hai. Poor people. Why their world so complicated??? I'm glad my closest group of friends are more innocent lols or should i say, i tend to observe things later o.O Nvm, ignorance is bliss sometimes haha.

No motivation to start new variety show running man haha. Cos the korean artiste I like is not inside =( Finished all 85 episodes of family outing so sad no more already =( Oh btw the artiste like is lee hyori haha shes damn funny and pretty. Yep so this means I like another FEMALE artiste..this is weird, seriously need to find a male artiste I can go gaga over hahaha.

I am seriously talking crap haha, cant wait for my red dress to arrive!! Hope my new backpack wun spoil hehe, byebye!

Tomorrow is yet another time-with-myself day at home lols, not hating it, just needs more motivation to start new shows/books and the internet speed needs to buck up.

2011-12-03T22:27:00.003+08:00

Bought something from topshop for myself (using my money which is technically my parents' money) for the first time in my life today.

It's just a normal pair of shorts but i need shorts hahaha..errr okay. As you can see, I'm so guilty that I felt the need to dedicate a blog post to this sin lols.

ZZZ. This pair of shorts better be lasting, comfy and that everyone thinks I dun look fat in it. Hahaha I think I do but bao say I don't (DUH all boyfriends should have this basic common sense HAHAHA). So right, conclusion is I DO. =(

But I reasoned that I wear all shorts also fat cos my thighs are fat so shorts of all the same length will make me look fat, therefore, I should still buy as long as it doesn't make me look fatter than how I usually look in the shorts I already own. Hahaha.

I can't believe I dedicated a post to this..so lame.

On another note, did those kids' painting thingy today with bao, this is the second time in my life doing haha. First time was with grace in pri school =) Yep, I dun remember my parents bringing me to do this kinda art and craft thingy.

Today is a bad day turned good =)

Some pics of my face with the art thingy I'm talking about:

Poster effect on my cam that I've just discovered lols

2011-11-29T03:45:00.002+08:00

carousels are really pretty.

but yet scary at the same time, because they can take you rounds and rounds without stopping, sucking you into this space that you are trapped in; along with nothing but the unreal.

2011-11-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

loveeee =)

and we caught puss in boots 3DDDDDD hahah it was okay-okay, i hate cats zzz but baby puss-in-boots is soooooo cute hahahaha just look above for the screencap i found online SO CUTE HAHA.

oh but i really hate cats and the noise they make so yah, i still hate them after watching lols. And i like hello kitty but they are so different from real cats. bleah. I want to buy this hello kitty facial wash (i have one now but i want another colour) and this gel thing o.O its so cute AHHHHH maybe after i buy, shall take pics hehe.

post-exam life is not bad =)

2011-11-23T00:31:00.002+08:00

I'm behaving like I have no papers left haha

taken from a website favourited on my browser:

So cute lah, imagine one day I'm walking down some road and then discover one of these post-its! So cool <3

AS was mind-effing hahahaha today but I'm still glad it's over. As I cram stats one day before the papers and AS one day before the paper, I begin to feel enlightened but it's too late =/ AS was even interesting and I kinda regretted not reading the chapters diligently every week of school..it's quite sad to realize sth is interesting when that sth is ending right -.-

Anyway, there's something bugging me at the back of my mind..it's very irritating, very scary and the most undesirable thing ever. Hope and pray with all my heart it doesn't happen.

That aside, I lost my IB DEVICE WHEN I AM IN NEED OF SOME RETAIL THERAPY NOW. ZZZ. Really need to get a bagpack while the other wants are just cos I'm in need of retail therapy.

WHERE'S MY IB DEVICE?

2011-11-22T00:22:00.002+08:00

another song <3:

每個人都缺乏什麼

我們才會瞬間就不快樂

單純很難　包袱很多

已經很勇敢　還是難過

許多事情都有選擇

只是往往事後我才懂得

情緒很煩　說話很衝

人和人的溝通　有時候沒有用

或許只有妳　懂得我所以妳沒逃脫

一邊在淚流　一邊緊抱我小聲地說　多麼愛我

只有妳　懂得我就像被困住的野獸在摩天大樓渴求　自由

一路嗅著追著美夢

爬上屋頂意外跌得好重

不覺得痛　是覺得空

城市的幻影有千百種

就算愛也會變冷的

可是現在抱的妳是暖的

我不曉得　我不捨得

為將來的難測就放棄這一刻

xiang zi you by yoga lin:) yea i know his eng name is weird haha.

2011-11-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

While waiting religiously(lols) for my latest addict (in time with you!) to be uploaded, I shall self-entertain here:)

My iphone seems to be working incompatibly with my macbook. Yeah I know its contradictory since they are both Apple products, but I cannot upload new songs into my phone without deleting the old ones -.- So irritating. Hence, I have resorted to creating playlists on youtube and listen from there -.-

There are four new(relatively) songs I've been hooked onto, but I shall share one per day hahaha. All chinese by the way, yep I'm still cheena lols.

But I think lyrics of chinese songs can be appreciated better and to a larger extent. Or rather I can appreciate chinese lyrics more, it's certainly a deeper language than english, don't you think?

Here's one:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1foHHEGJg0M (embedding on blogger takes wayyyy too long too bad!)

The lyrics:

牆上靜止的鐘是為誰停留
是不是和我一樣賴著不走
你說故事已經結束　很久
我忘了　向前走
我努力假裝現在過得很好
現在的你看來已不需要我
也許在不同的時空
還牽著　你的手
想知道你真的過得好嗎
沒有我也許是種解脫
將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年
悄悄到　你身邊
現在我試著習慣一個人過
也許你已經開始新的生活
陪著我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是誰呢?
想知道你真的過得好嗎
沒有我也許是種解脫
將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年
悄悄到　你身邊
現在我試著習慣一個人過
也許你已經開始新的生活
陪著我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是誰呢?
也許在不同的時空
還牽著　你的手

Do parallel universes exist? =/

2011-11-13T22:07:00.002+08:00

will I always be the apple of your eye?

2011-10-01T00:58:00.000+08:00

big bao for supper!

oh and i need to lose weight =///

2011-08-14T14:12:00.000+08:00

Towards you: 心灰意冷

secret garden:)

2011-07-05T04:21:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha I know I'm super slow, but yeah I just started watching this recently, am on episode 16 now, 4 more to go! Never really liked/hooked on to korean dramas and those I've watched are those common ones on tv like gong, dachangjin and qi1 zi3 de4 you4 huo4 LOLS. Currently, the one on channel u now is nice too plus the lead actress aka Tong Yi is damn chio! But, I always am busy at 7pm I don't know why so I haven't caught many episodes of it:(

Lovelovelove Hyun Bin or rather his character inside Secret Garden because he really loves the girl ALOT. Like super alot and the things he do for her are just too sweet to be true. Also, maybe in most dramas, the guy loves the girl alot and vice versa but somehow, I feel that the guy loves the girl more than she loves him =X Its quite obvious which makes him even more dreamy. Yes, I know that one shouldn't calculate love but at this stage in life, my ideal husband must always love me more than I do (of course, I will love him too -.-). I guess my thoughts will mature in time.

I was cursing the scriptwriter and the girl because they both somehow value her audition over his freaking life?! The scene where he's trapped inside the elevator was just too scary and sad. He really looked like he was going to die suffocating. I must say Hyun Bin's acting is really good:) Also, I don't really fall in love with any guy idols, my favourite two singers are both females and not very young in the singers' world LOLS so I guess being hooked onto a guy idol for the first time is something good and refreshing hahaha:)

Im bored and unoccupied (often like this lately) now so the posts, mostly random, will increase here lols. I need a new drama to start soon because I have only 4 episodes left! ZZZ the sad thing is Mac cannot install Funshion which is really very sad because there's alot of dramas/variety shows/movies over at funshion..hai. I have also finished watching my fav korean variety show family outing (there's 85 episodes) hehe what to watch now??? No nice hk dramas now either =/ AND MY CRIMINAL MINDS!!! I need to hunt down websites to watch the previous seasons because I've finished season 6 (I think) and with Emily gone, it's not very nice already. If Mac has funshion, I could easily catch all the seasons there T_T My old laptop is dying and shuts down without warning quite often hence, I can't watch using it too :(

Its the wee hours of morning now, shan't disclose it, might be too scary HAHAHA but I am really not tired. Or should I say, my brain is not making me feel tired although my body is? Really bad to sleep so 'early' lols. I shall retreat to my bedroom with aircon and watch one more episode of secret garden? Maybe I will feel tired and fall asleep while watching haha.

Sorry for this random and no meaning post with spoilers of secret garden lols. Night =)

P.S. Hyun Bin looks really handsome in the pic hahaha.

2011-06-28T23:27:00.001+08:00

Bought a pair of denim shorts and shoes today! Then, when I reached home, received 3 parcels from online buys lols. Im such a shopperholic, this is bad. Looking on the bright side, I love all my buys!!! Haha, so happy especially the online ones cos they fit nicely unlike 1or 2 EWWW buys I've encountered before whereby it looks damn good on the model and look like shit on me -.- Maybe its me la lols but still.......

Anyway, one huge reason for the shopping craze the past week is probably due to this syndrome called pre-menstrual spending HAHAHA. Cheryl came across this in a magazine and we were all agreeing on how true it is. Like one week before, there will be this HUGE URGE to spend and eat random food hahaha. Of course, not to forget the easily irritable mood which caused me to scream at my tuition kid. I feel abit bad now but kids nowadays love to contradict. Really quite rude. They contradict without reason too which is worse.

One lesson, I was going through some passage with my tuition kid and he was going on and on about how he thinks money is the most important thing in the world -.- Tried really hard to explain to him that there's more to life than just being wealthy, finally he agreed with me HAHAHA I felt so proud cos its actually sorta a value in life. Wanted to quote him this "

有钱不是万能的,没钱却是万万不能的" but err, his chinese standard cmi.

I shall strive to improve his chinese. Lols.

Okay this post is really random. Night I have work tml -.-

P.S. I miss my baby!

touched =)

2011-06-01T18:31:00.000+08:00

I HAVE FLOWERS TODAY HAHA.

Pics taken using photobooth. Realised that I forgot to use effects while cam-whoring and now, I'm too lazy to do it again LOLS

The bouquet is bigger than my face HAH.

They were sent to my office but luckily most people were in a meeting so embarrassment was saved lols. But, they were delivered to me by a lady in another dept.

She called on my hp(no. written on delivery slip) and said that she has a gift for me =O I thought it was an envelope of invoices to process...so I was like "okayy.....erm I'm sitting near XXX" I didn't want to be rude and asked her who is she over the phone. So, she came to my dept and said: "Who's Roseline?" LOLS. She then proceeded to pass me the flowers and said: "Happy 2nd anniversary!" LOLS she read the msg on the card out -.-.- what a funny woman but thanks anyway:)

THANKS BAOO!!!!!!!!!! LOVELOVELOVE I WISHED I CAN PUT A BIG RED HEART EMOTICON HERE BUT CANNOT LEI.

THANKS MICH TOO ahahahaha =)

Okay end of my little excitement on my 2nd anniversary with bf in FIELD CAMP lols -.-

Oh and I've submitted SMU as my choice for uni on the common acceptance platform..gosh, i really ain't very sure if it suits me...

But I'm praying that things will get better and I can successfully matriculate and go to school in July-August this year! Hope I won't regret after 4 years LOLS.

Okay, today is a happy day so I shall end my little-burst-of-excitement post here~

=) =) =)

p.s. googled and I found out that the flower language of 12 roses is "Thinking of you 12 months a year"

=D =D =D

2011-05-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

百感交集

NUS SMU OR NTU?

2011-05-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

Helloooooo. Blogging again after eons' time. Haha anyway I'm blogging on my Macbook :D

Hmm anyway, point is the deadline to decide my school for the next 4 years is 1 June and i'm still undecided!!!

NUS FASS, SMU BUSINESS OR NTU MASS COMM?

=( I chose the best of each school ahhaha or rather, one of the best for ntu cos I had too little confidence in myself to put NTU business school as first choice -.- Sometimes, I really make stupid choices argh.

Every school has their attractive points and unattractive points for me so I am really at crossroads =/

If I go fass, I will take sociology. All 3 courses at the 3 schools consist of a certain module/concentration or more that I like(duh) and also some stuff I don't like. Example, I want to do advertising, pr and marketing for business but there's calculus and all the accounting stuff as modules I have to take mandatory =(

HOW AR? No one experienced to give me good advice at home too and all my friends are kinda lost too haha. This is bad.

One other significant thing in my life recently, my boy is off to army!

Very sad lor hai. It doesn't set in immediately but eventually, after a few days, especially at nights or just moments when you saw sth that reminded you of him. Sounds super familiar to the other girlfriends who are undergoing/have gone through this process huh? Counting down the days to bao booking out!

But on the negative side(yes I know I shouldn't think this way), I have to count down many times to a book-out to see my boyfriend for the next 2 years..Bleah to army.

Okay I shall post a few pics of myself trying out the 'Photo Booth' function at home sometime back when I first got the Macbook:)

Starring with me is BAOBEAR ahahahha. He is made at the Build-A-Bear workshop at Plaza Singapura with me and Bao. I forgot the occasion =/ but he's a present from boyf so named it baobear lols. Baobear has a birth certificate. Hmm and as I'm blogging this, somehow it seems to me I have already blogged about Baobear before lols.

Okay ending off now, hopefully I will be able to make a correct choice about my uni soon! Heaven bless me!

Decisions-making time

2011-03-05T01:25:00.000+08:00

Last blog post, I still had black hair hahaha. Now I have already dyed my hair and the black roots are growing out =/ Also quit one job and holding another one now already.

Anyway, point is, time really flies ahhh. Today was results day for A levels, omg it's really a nerve-wrecking experience. I'm so glad I never have to retake it because it will be a really difficult journey.

So my results are (in a way) better than expected but then again, I'm always told that my expections are low LOLS in proportion to my supposed ability hahahaa. I agree too. Could have done better for one particular subject but two others were much better than I had previously expected. Just really glad that March 4 is over!!! I was tossing and turning around in bed for 2 hours plus before I could fall asleep yesterday night =(

Thank the Heavens for at least no Cs or below! So after taking the results and gallivanting around till ten pm, I reached home and realised suddenly that I have to do all the annoying applications. Also, there are so many people(I think 75%) with my results or better, it's like quite hard to get into nus/ntu/smu too? I don't know hai, never liked making decisions especially life-threatening ones lols.

Really hope I can get into the course and uni I want with my results!

My 19th birthday is coming soon! It's on March 6! I feel oldddddddd. 18 sounds much better except that's the age usually that one has A'levels haha. I have told myself to start making the decisions after my birthday because I really need to rest my soul/mind for a couple of days. The suspense and build-up of emotions before one gets the results is really enough to make one grow a few more wrinkles or white hair =X

Pre-celebrated my birthday with chics on 2nd of March along with Veron's bday too which falls on the 7th. Hahaha not bad, we always belated one, this time round, we pre-celebrated =) However, pictures are not with me, I only have the polaroids cos i have no digicam! Pics will be on fb anyway hahaha, fb is really a good invention plus a super profit-making one. It's like every organisation, be it small or big, likes to have a fb webpage to promote themselves and every website in the more happening social media scene is linked to fb by a "like" button or the acclaimed blue and white logo.

Anyway, tomorrow's SMU openhouse, going there with bao. Hahahahahhaha yup that's the boyfriend's new nickname. It's not very new actually haha nvm. I want to go the IT FAIR ON MARCH 10 TOO TO GET A NEW CAMERA WITH MY OWN PAY. I'm so independent haha.

Going to sleep now, it's 1:52 am (March 5) on my com clock. Haha, ending this post with some pictures =D

photos!

2011-01-08T02:16:00.000+08:00

Hahaha i awol-ed for work today im kinda scared actually. Hope they dun fire me =(

Anyway this is supposed to be a happy post! Haha im gonna spam pics, pics from shaun's sis camera. From prom to new year! But actually not alot lols cos the pics turned out to be blurry on prom night -.- dunno why but it seemed to be working fine on other days. So in the end i gave up taking pics with ppl using my own cam haha and used others' cam LOLS.

On a side note, prom queen's present not good enough =P lols i got a big vodka (okay actually that's quite cool but i blurblur give to candice on prom night and she REALLY TOOK IT) lols nvm. Then there was this $50 voucher but it turns out i can only use at f&b outlets in swissotel?? ZZZ i dun even go there o.o hahaha so i still prefer my sash and tiara!!! LOLS.

Thanks to all my wonderful friends especially prida and gang! <3333 me ="D

ANYWAY, here are the pics!

baby love <3

I'm going to buy a curler/straightener!

baobear's birth certificate!

BAOBEAR <3

he's playing bomberman and i suck at that game -.-

with baobear haha

___________________________________________________________________

PROM PICS <3>

focus of the pic is my chio ring hahaha

My favourite picture of the night <3>

flowers!

hahaa i like the colour of my dress here more than the real colour lols

MY VODKA!!!

corsage thingy that zenn asked shaun to buy lols, thanks zenn!

hahaha pardon the camwhoring, post 1 only hehe

i like this pic lols! joy's cheeky face

4H <3>

BESTIES!

pretty tash

fellow prom king

alyo~~

BESTIES 2 <3>
BESTIES 3 <3>

hahaha

jy so pretty

<333
OKAY ALL THE ABOVE ARE KUPPED FROM FB LOLS still got alot i too lazy anyway those below are from my borrowed cam!

rongrong!

chengcheng!

yanzi lols

sexy adryl hehe

pretty trish

Okay bye so tired!

POST A'S!

2010-12-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

It's been a looong looong time since I've blogged here!

Haha, life now is pretty good I guess:) So lately, things I've been doing since the end of A's would be:

-Shopping for prom(which is actually really tiring and not very emotionally rewarding cos I hate shopping for prom)
-Catching up with loved ones(friends/family/bf)
-Watching random shows and dramas on funshion HAHA
-Packing my really messy house(because the whole house is strewn with my schoolstuff, not only my room lols)
-Online browsing through random forums and blogshops and blogs haha
-EATING
-NOT EXERCISING
-Sleeping:)

Haha but all these will come to a halt pretty soon cos I've found this job that requires quite alot of time and dedication like 8.5 hours per day, 5 days per week. Well but the pay is pretty good so I'll just have to turn myself into this hardworking girl with an aim in life instead of slacking around everyday. Quite happy I got this job because firstly, the pay is good and secondly, I really can experience how to deal with people.

Went for the moe teaching internship interview and hmm, it went pretty okay but I guess I wasn't as prepared(I din even prepare myself until like 8 hours before the interview -.-) as other candidates so though I got it, I was posted to the school of my 5th choice!!!

AHHHH, it is not really a problem if I had actually chosen my 5th choice of school properly, but erm but I had previously chosen the 5th choice of school 'anyhow-ly'!!! I was telling candice to anyhow choose the last choice cos wun so SUAY kena posted to the last choice of school. SO I JUST ANYHOW CLICKED NAN HUA SEC cos I thought it was a good school with a pretty good environment and it is also a SAP school(I opted to teach CHINESE AND ENGLISH HAHA).

BUT NAN HUA IS IN CLEMENTI OR BUONA VISTA I THINK.

=( and ashley tan was warning me that later I skarly kena deployed there and I replied: "wun so suay one lah!" ZZZ.

Hai, considering the practicality(the travelling costs etc), I have decided not to accept the internship..hmm. Don't know if it's the right choice but I guess I can only put my efforts and do my utmost best in my job instead so I wun regret not taking the internship. Got opp. cost of taking either one lols.

Oh and I bought my prom dress like finally today haha. It's not what I had imagined/wanted to wear to my year 6 prom lols, abit regretting now. Showed it to mum and she said it was nice but I dun really believe her hahaha. just hope on that day nobody got same dress as me and I wun look bad/ugly/fat in it to everyone hahaha.

Hmm currently, I have alot of things I want to buy, like:

-NICE PAIR OF PROM/FORMAL HEELS
-ACCESSORIES FOR PROM
-A BAG
-A WALLET
-POLAROID FILMS ESPECIALLY HELLO KITTY AND COLOURED ONES
-more casual clothes:) and work-appropriate clothes= MORE CLOTHES
-NEW SPECS HAHA
-stuff for my parents
-stuff for baby
-BUMBLEBEE COSTUME for my baby cousin
-earrings
-books!
-beauty products LOLS
-curling tongs
-camera
-laptop(maybe when I start uni =D)
-shoes hahaha
-non-exhaustive list hahaha

SEE? I NEED THE MONEY haha but dun worry I'm not a shopaholic with no limits. I've already planned to save maybe 50% of my salary for future education purposes or just to have more savings, give 20% to my parents and use 30% to buy clothes/shoes/accessories/stuff for others/books/polaroid films AND MY BAG. Oh and of course to sustain my daily needs of eating and socialising too. (WALLET I HOPE SOMEONE CAN GIVE ME AS XMAS PRESENT LOLS) Prom stuff is currently sponsored by my nice mummy =) The rest can wait till uni starts =)

OKAY I'VE RAN OUT OF STUFF TO TALK TO MYSELF ABOUT. Tomorrow will be another day of shopping but not for my stuff! Though I really hope I can find a pair of pretty and comfortable HIGH heels!

HAPPY HOLIDAYING(AND WORKING HAHA) EVERYONE =)

Thoughts.

2010-10-16T22:59:00.000+08:00
Last offical day of school was yesterday:(

The sad feeling has started to kick in from all the looking at facebook photos plus people's random thoughts on fb too. Being an introverted girl(haha) who's not used to publishing my random thoughts onto fb lols, shall just pen some of thoughts here.

I think it's quite scary to think that you'll never see many people, friends, schoolmates again. Especially friends that you do hang out with in school/after school but are just not ur usual clique friends and not forgetting the classmates, cca mates and hi bye-friends:( We'll never get to hang out after sch, waste our time away at macs/kfc, dance together, attend classes together. Hai, so sad zzz.

Watching the video montage at the farewell ceremony/commencement ceremony made me tear. I'm sure I'm not the only one! Lols, but I don't why, as I grow older, whenever I feel the impulse or urge to cry cos I'm touched, I will sub-consciously try to curb my tears. Like try really hard to not think about the touching/sad thing or movie. So, in sch that day, I wasn't really that affected by the whole leaving school thing. But now thinking back, a phrase suddenly pops into mind: "People come and go in life". It's really hard to maintain ties:(

I think the last time to see everyone will be Prom! Kinda glad that I bought a ticket now although I hate spending and wasting money zzzz. Getting really broke nowadays. Hmm okay I should stop emo-ing.

Once a Dunmanian, always a Dunmanian =)

2010-09-15T23:41:00.000+08:00
I'M 5 ONE FOOT SUBWAYS TALL. LOLS.

Lovely:)

2010-08-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

Me and my baby cousin =)

Angel!
Haha another angel =D

(sorry to those reading haha!)

my cousins lols

ignore ugly me haha he's smiling and looking at the camera!

LOLS

hmm what should i eat?

ahh smile spotted hahaha

ULTIMATE CUTENESS

sucky timetable

2010-07-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

My new timetable sucks!!!

AHHHH =( I just realised that there's THREE periods of H1 tomorrow =O and guess wad?
My friday which used to end at 1145 now wends at 315! GREAT.

All these free periods are going to be a waste of time for me because I'm not those who are good at/have been making use of free periods to study.

Hai, sian I really hate it but it's not within my ability to change the timetable =(

Oh and I caught THE BIG GROOVE 2010 a few days ago with D'mvmt:) QUEST CREW was awesome =D all of them are so cute hahaha and of course, freaking pro and quoted from the emcee "SICK" lols. My jaw couldn't close at all and I was just gasping in awe. They made me cheer till my tummy hurts. (I don't know why everytime after cheering too much, instead of losing my voice, my tummy will hurt -.-) Haha I wish I/we could have taken a photo with them!
Caught up on lotsa videos of them after their performance and I think they are constantly improving which is so admirable. Also, not one, two or three but ALL of their performances are sooooo GOOD, these guys not only have the skills, but also the right amount and kind of humour and creativity injected in their performances. Okay I shall stop ranting like a mad fan but they are really damn goood hahaha =D

2010-07-04T01:34:00.000+08:00

STEP UP IN 3D COOL =D

THE A-TEAM

2010-06-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

Just caught a really good movie(good movies seem rare these days!) haha. It's a show called The A-Team. It's really funny yet action-packed and not those retarded no brainer movie. To understand what's going on in the show and the intertwining storylines must use brain one lor haha. Everyone go watch =D Glad we caught it at first wanted to watch The Karate Kid lols.

Anyway, i'm lagging greatly in my revision schedule =( Going to study with some pigs tomorrow hope I can accomplish some work!

AND HAPPY BELATED BDAY ADRYL LOW STAY CHIO AND SEXY HAHA HOPE U LIKED OUR SURPRISE(although kinda fail again lols) and I LOVE WII HAHA LOVELOVE =D

2010-06-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

I will

2010-05-22T02:07:00.000+08:00
be strong.

be independent.

be brave.

2010-05-15T17:27:00.000+08:00

爷爷，you'll be fondly remembered and greatly missed =(

RIP.

2010-04-10T23:12:00.000+08:00
=(

Busy days are taking a toll on me, I guess I'm not made to be a workaholic sorry. I'm a slacker-heart and body lols. So yeah, results of reaching home at an average time of 10pm everyday = unhealthy me(cos sleep very little) and my poor studies zz(cos keep sleeping during lectures AND tutorials even though I really tried damn freaking ahrd to stay awake) Oh and did i mention my weekends are gone too, expecially saturdays and im so tired after dance that I even fall asleep during tuition -.-

Next 2 weeks gonna be torture =( Needs to brace myself badly hai.

This is such a sad post oh and everyone keeps telling me that I'm shrinking -.-

Omg it's like I dunno whether to be happy or sad zzz cos I did absolutely nothing substantial to cause a shrinking me so yeah I figured it out: I either have some disease/worms in my stomach or I'm just plain lucky to be losing weight due to perhaps erm dance/pe/stress/MASS PE despite eating normal meals.

Hmm I think that it's highly possible that I have worms in my stomach which is absolutely gross so I don't even want to try verifying that. Cos I have a habit of biting my fingers so yah, hmm but this habit has been with me since pri sch(thanks to idiotic brother who influenced me last time lols) so I shouldn't suddenly start shrinking now right? Or maybe it's because of these worms that I'm so short(cos no nutrients are reaching my bloodstream). AHHHH.

Hai whatever the case, one conclusion is that my health is taking a turn for the worse this year. (Monkeys are really damn suay this year zz) Late nights are not helping =X

Oh and I just came back from CS concert, missed the first half lols cos we were late for like less than one minute but this particular usher didn't let us in NVM. Hmm the half that I watched was good and funny haha. Wished that I had caught the entire show =( its $15 somemore -.- and me and cheryl chiong-ed there and took a taxi for 100m for $7 due to surcharge or sth la zzz. SIAN still stopped by an usher right at the entrance when the other ushers were so nice and helping us.

Oh wells I shall stop rambling and do some proper filing. Byebye.

2010-03-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

The colour is not what people will associate with me, neither one that I will associate with myself other than alot of my clothes are black colour (cos fat need to have slimming effect HAHA). Hmm so this is not very true, I guess.
Nevertheless, here's the link to try haha: http://www.truevaluepaint.com/content/Color/ColorQuiz.aspx

Okay I shall go watch 下一站幸福 le, haha I love xiao le =DDD

touched:)

2010-03-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

Just caught a few performances on the charity show on channel 8. And I saw the two contemporary dance performances which made me super touched. The girl lost one arm and the guy lost one leg yet they can still express themselves so well with their bodies and they complement each other so well too. Shall post the videos of their performance if I can find it. Their performance gave me goosebumps and you will even overlook that each one of them lost one limb as you watch them dance. They are a source of inspiration =)

No videos yet and I did a short search, some pics:

A snapshot in a moment stops the memory from fading away in time:)

2010-03-14T01:31:00.000+08:00

Made this photostrip using one of Iphone's apps:)
Speaking about the Iphone, mine nearly died T.T It couldn't charge somehow on last Thurs..zzz I was frantically trying to charge it during the three 3 GP periods. But cannoot!!!! Heng when I reached home, my (stupid) bro brought MY CHARGER back home (finally) and I plugged it into my laptop. Haha phew if cant charge, I'm gonna kill my (stupid) bro.
Oh and I spent $38 dollars today -.-

Dear John

2010-03-12T18:17:00.000+08:00

Caught Dear John yesterday with Joy and Sop haha. PPG! Despite the bad reviews I've seen online by random people, it was a good movie for us. I guess it's not suitable for those impatient people because I would say this movie has a slow build-up.
But it's really really nice and tear-jerking. The story between John and Savannah is soooooo touching. I really admire their patience in waiting for the letters and their selflessness. Makes me wonder if such things can happen in reality or not, years of waiting based on just two weeks that made them fall in love. Oh and Channing Tatun's hotness is also another factor that makes this another must-watch movie hahaaha.
I love movies adapted from Nicholas Sparks' books! I still remember "The Notebook" which was certainly a great love story and another tear-jerker. Funny thing is I haven't read both books yet, hmm I should go get them soon, think it'll even be better than the movies because usually the books are better than the movies adapted from them.

A nice song from the movie, by the female lead, Amanda Seyfried-Little house:)

lyrics:

I love this place
But it's haunted without you
My tired heart
Is beating so slow
Our hearts sing less
Than we wanted
We wanted
Our hearts sing 'cause
We do not know
We do not know

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

You can catch me
Don't you run
Don't you run
If you live another day
In this happy little house
The fire's here to stay

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

Please don't make a fuss
It won't go away
The wonder of it all
The wonder that I made
I am here to stay

I am here to stay

Stay

Anyway I have been very slack the past week, just kept sleeping for dunno wad reason. School has been relatively okay but dance has been pretty stressful. But we need to stay positive. Optimism helps, I guess.

Blessed:)

2010-03-07T22:53:00.000+08:00
Thanks to all my friends(chics and ccc!) who came to my surprise bday party! And to all who wished me through sms fb etc too! Thanks baby for the wonderful surprise, I've never had a bday party(since I was 9?) and for being so saccharine sweet. Thanks soppy and bro-in-law xingqi for helping to plan too :) Thanks everyone for being so tight-lipped LOLS first time nvr fail! Pro or maybe is I stupid lols. Thanks to the dear modern dancers for celebrating with me after dance too! Thanks mummy and papa!

Current mood: feels =) till I feel like making poems haha!

In life there'll surely be times,
when one feels as sour as limes. (HAHAHA)
But fear not, reach in into your pensieve of memories,
filled with moments with loved ones, friends and families,
and you'll be reminded of times of bliss =)

Another age older and wiser I will say.
Still struggling to keep worries and fears at bay.
But sometimes though the skies seem grey,
I'll tell myself with a smile that tomorrow will be a new day.

Okay I sian liao LOLS. Byebye!

Lovelove!

I love Titanic!

2010-02-27T23:34:00.001+08:00
I love Titanic!

Lols sorry very random but I just watched it (again) on channel 5 hahaha. But good movies are worth watching over and over again so no matter how many times they replay Titanic on channel 5, I wun get sick of it.

Now my eyes are like puffy zz hope tomorrow I wun look like I cried or like some ugly-puffy-eyes-girl. Hmm wonder if I will cry when I watch it again next time in the future haha. Think I will cos 'm quite easily touched and Titanic is too touching! Plus the music doesn't help in calming us down lols it's like so tears-inducing.

Especially this scene of this pair of old couple lying on the bed awaiting for their death and of course, the Jack and Rose scenes-the last scene of the movie and the part when he was telling her not give up and also the part when she found out that he had already died =( =( =( The movie also shows the ugly side of humans. Haiiii.

Okay la I shall not rant on if not I will keep having the sad+touched+feel like sighing vibe in me. Haha shall go try to do some work(I wasted the whole night from 7.30 to 12 watcing Titanic!) and watch wo3 cai1 to cheer myself up!

2010-02-07T21:11:00.000+08:00
Hmm I'm quite a bad angel lols. Forgot to bring the stuff I bought meant for my mortals to school on fri and also on sat to the Bodyworlds exhibition. ZZ I WILL BRING THEM TML!

But right, I'm quite suay too. All my angels are kinda like me or worse than me LOLS. That includes my class angel and both angels from modern and hiphop. My modern dance angel worse, no present at all. ZZZ WHAT AN EVIL ANGEL. And I know she's a junior. Evil junior lols. I think i'm a very discontented mortal =X oops. But this is my last year to play angel mortal lei unless uni also got play this la(which will be quite childish lols). So I was hoping I could get at least one kind angelic angel hahaha. But nvm.

Anyway Bodyworlds was amazing but not as amazing as I thought it will be. Hmm maybe cos I wasn't in the right mood. Okay gtg I have 2 essays to complete by Mon and its like 915pm now!

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ASHY!! =DDDDD
MAY U BECOME A WONDERFUL KOREAN PRO LOLS!
FFS FOREVER =DD

2010-02-02T22:59:00.000+08:00
I have a long list of things to do but here I am, blogging -.-

But I guess I cant explain much because I dun have chem test this thurs. Good luck to all h2 chem ppl(sincerely, not trying to gloat o.O) If I were still taking h2 chem, I would just die =X

No hiphop tml but there's still modern, I tot i I could go shopping with my mum at 145 after school for a moment zz. Nvm turns out she's not free tml either. Hai, I kinda bought 4 sets of CNY clothes but one is like super not nice(I WANT TO SELL AWAY ZZ BUT I DUNNO HOW) so technically, I'm still left with the basic 3. Haha.

Oh and I think we're going to the Bodyworlds exhibition this saturday! Lols, hope it'll be fun but the only bad thing is that we need to go all the way to Jurong East o.O

Lessons nowadays are okay I guess..Enjoying gp the most =D it really exposes me to so many things I dunno of in the world. Bad thing is I dun like unanswered questions and gp is full of them. Like 100% are AMBIGUOUS questions about the world's issues posted to you and all are supposed to be answered by yourself, there's no correct definition or answer to a question. Irritating lols. I don't even know what I'm writing about is correct because there's no such thing as 'correct'.

Okay I have to go now, can't believe the FIRST month of 2010 is gone just like that, in a whirlwind. Week 5 into term 1 =X Sometimes, time really passes too fast.

Jiayou me =D

2010-01-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

Enlightenment

2010-01-27T22:46:00.000+08:00
It's never ever good to multi-task. Nothing good will come out of it. Period.

Bye bye swings =(

2010-01-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

This is my new ring haha bought at Diva's sales not long ago. It makes me happy lols. Oh and my msn is spoilt -.-

As for the pictures of swings, they are there for a reason because I came to blog today(or rather night) about them!

That is..the playground below my house was recently renovated/revamped. And it looks perfectly fine EXCEPT THAT IT HAS NO MORE SWINGS.

ZZZZ =((((((

Then this led me into thinking and recalling that many new playgrounds nowadays have the old swings being demolished and the sandy ground turning into plastic ground. Okay I dun really care so much about the sand thing but I really like swings so I really dun understand why new playground do not have swings anymore!!!
WHY?!

Then I think of all playgrounds in Singapore having no swings and the future generations of kids are being deprived and turn to gadgets etc and become tenhno-slaves hahahaha(I just created this word). But seriously, I think swings are fun and kids shouldn't be deprived of the fun they can bring. I'm talking about those swings with metal chains which can fly highhigh not those can sit 4ppl at a time, can only swing like 2m up and can be bought and placed in gardens etc. The kids next time wun be able to appreciate simple joys in life as they get caught up playing simulation games etc tsktsk.

I remember that I loved playing and sitting on the swings the most when playing at playgrounds and there is often a queue at swings lor. Lols.
Hai, the demolishment of swings really makes me sad lols. Dunno why I'm so emo over this o.O But whenever I think of the scene of whole Singapore not having any swings at public playgrounds or even other places, I feel very sad.

Hmm.

MONEY WOES =( WHO WANTS TO FUND ME =)

2010-01-10T23:15:00.000+08:00
Eating grapes hahaha. Tomorrow's the 1st day back to school. Hmm I have just been told that my og is going to be left with less than 6 year 5s and potentially no year 6s. Okay..lols. My mood is kinda dampened but I guess i shall just try to have fun with my fellow ogls lols. Hope orientation will be a blast for everyone =X

Oh and this hols, I acquired a new bad habit. Yeayea, not like I dun have enough zz. My new bad habit is buying unnecessary stuff thus wasting loads of money thus causing me to be in debt now. I just bought two dresses lols and I wore my heels meant to be worn during CNY. So this makes me feel like buying another pair of shoes LOLS. Okay ahhahaah wait long long zz.

I still need to buy a new and smaller school bag, track pants for dance and shorts. These are the stuff that I really need to buy but I have no money to buy them now -.-, omg what's wrong with me?! AHHHH. Money woes =(

Okay this is a really short post, gtg because I need to wake up at 545 am tomorrow. Great.

FAT BUT HAPPY LOLS

2010-01-08T00:46:00.000+08:00
Current pm: To eat or not to eat

Haha, with regards to this, there has been different feedback lols. But everyone seems to forbid me from eating at night(after 12 am) zzz, means I am fat. Okay actually I knew that long ago lols.

But I dun care le hahaha I've decided to eat my BEN AND JERRY CHOCOLATE BROWNIE HAHAHA. EATING IT NOW YUMYUM. FYI ITS 12.50 AM NOW.

=D HAPPINESS IS GOOD ICE CREAM =)

As for the fats, hopefully they'll be burned away during dance tomorrow hahaha.

Okay shall go finish it before it melts!

Last post of 2009 =)

2009-12-31T00:01:00.000+08:00
Haha okay this will most probably be my last post of 2009:) Because I should be out tomorrow to countdown to 2010(I hope) and I doubt I will be able to wake up early in the morning to do anything LOLS. My average waking up time is 12/1pm during this hols hahaha, that is if I need not go school la duh.

So, this has been a pretty good year I guess. Though there were some family problems a while ago(but its solved now I guess), poor results(uhh but this can only blame myself) and other slightly smaller hiccups/problems/sad stuff, I still have to be grateful for the new additions in my life and many other little things in life that we ought to feel thankful for because although they may seem very 理所当然, there are still people around the world who are being deprived of these things.

I feel that I have matured more in this year and became more confident(thick-skinned in an aspect lols), more at ease with myself, more 看得开 =D However, I've become more stupid and lazier too which is really bad =( , considering that the A's are next year. =O I think if I take an IQ test now, my IQ will be wayyyyyy lower than the time I took in pri6/sec1/2. ZZZ.

Anyway, I have lots of New Year resolutions in mind, shan't list them all out here but at a private and more personal space haha because some might bore you or are the normal ones and some cannot be written here. Shall just list out one which is the more important one. That is, to be even more at ease with myself. I really hope I can achieve this one =)

To be at ease with myself means that I shall try to be less self-conscious, learn to take criticisms/negative stuff more well and in greater stride, increase self-esteem and self-confidence but not be overbearing or proud and simply learn to love myself for who I am. This is one of the 大道理 that has dawned upon me this year.

Haha okay I sound so not my usual self LOLS. Shall revert back hahaha. Ohoh I really need to get unlimited sms omg I just feel like there's a need to reply most smses so I reply like 99% of my smses plus some smses that needs to be forwarded(be it cca class etc). All these add up to a substantial amount and causes a huge hole in my mum's pocket. Andandand I seemed to have cultivate a bad habit of calling people instead of smsing due to laziness and the trouble. So this has also caused another BIGGER hole in my mum's pocket. I am already mentally prepared for her lashings when the bill comes for my hp fees this month.

Okay another new resolutions-to cut down on hp usage and thus bills. Success rate: 50% ZZZ.

Another thing I want to do is to change my blogskin lols. You know, like a new change for a new year lols so gay. Ohoh and I got the maths stuff from chengpig today =D Thanks =D lovelove!

Recently, I feel attracted to floral prints LOLS. Weird like floral dresses =D Saw them some time ago but wasn't specially attracted to them but now I want a floral dress for CNY HAHAHA. Will save up =X

This year, I did not have the chance and good fortune to go overseas(other than Malaysia lols zz). Still feel abit zz cos I could have went with ash etc to Vietnam but turned it down because of dance camp. Really wanted to go overseas to have a change of environment:( However, 2009 has been packed enough even without an overseas trip, guess the next time I can probably take some time off to go overseas(other than malaysia lols) will be after A's in 2010.

Hmm I wonder what will 2010 be like. One thing for sure: Many times more stressful than 2009 with A levels and dance concert being brought forward to end-April. Hai okay I need to brace myself and buck up. I hope 2010 will be better than 2009 =D =) =D =) =D !!! Really really hope so, or at least as good as 2009. That will be good enough:) One should be more easily contented nowadays with all the recessions/terrorism/global warming/increasing stress levels, right?

Wow, this has been a really long post full of words. If you have read everything up till here, two thumbs-up! Hahaha, I will go and have my beauty sleep now(I need alot zzz all the 黑眼圈 -.-).

Here's wishing everyone and myself a great 2010 ahead =)

Updates!

2009-12-29T23:16:00.000+08:00
Dmvmt outing today! We went to settlers' at smu haha I walked there myself quite a wonder I managed to find it lols. Anyway we played taboo quelf(failed attempt) and headbandz lols. Taboo was fun =D but my team lost like crazy hahaha. Ray who's from the opposite team kept owning and michelle + me add together only have about ten correct cards? LOLS. No wonder we lost haha.

Quelf was hmm a failed attempt but still had some funny parts in between lols. Like chak running to the toilet and den coming back singing 'row row row your boat, gently down the sea~' hahahaha and it was a classified card which means he just went off and came back singing without telling us why he did it. LOLS. And I got a real bad talking rule o.O I had to slap my knee and say "Waka waka waka" EVERYTIME SOMEONE LAUGHS. LOLS.

Omg that was horror, everyone kept laughing for no reason to make me say it LOLS. Must have looked and sounded retarded lols -.- And the sad thing was no one else got a talking rule!! ANGRY LOLS. At least last time play with chics got me and veron kena this kind of funny talking rules but this time only me zzz. i still remember veron's hahaha, 'hear me for I have spoken" LOLS.

Okay so this was the hiphop dance outing, had another modern dance one on Saturday:) We went to Yuehuan's house to have lunch and watch movie. Some of them went to swim but being the lazy me, of course I din go lols. ZZZ.

Okay anyway, we watched 'Love Actually' and it was rather nice la hahaha except for the porn parts -.- It's really very gross and the worst movie I've watched with such porn images o.O We were damn shocked when we first saw and just closed our eyes when the porn scenes appeared later on in the movie. Channel 5 apparently censored all of it hahahaaha. The scene whereby the female lead was naked and banged into the male lead who was also naked in 'The Proposal' wasn't as bad as the scenes in 'Love Actually'. Imagine how traumatized we were, especially Anthea LOLS.

Haha okay so these 2 things are currently what I remember. Went for dance prac yesterday, still don't know any of the juniors other than my EDS juniors lols. This is bad =X We need to bond lols and I mean between dance juniors and seniors in both hiphop and modern. Hmm.

From what I've blogged about, obviously I'm neglecting the huge pile of holiday homeworks and assignments. Hopefully I will be able to accomplish some tomorrow zz. I shall, okay no WILL, finish half of my gp hw tonight HAHAHAHA. Okay maybe not, perhaps just half of the alphabets-meaning thing LOLS.

Hvaing said that, I should go now =D byebye.

ISN'T HE CUTE? =)

2009-12-27T01:32:00.000+08:00

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

My Christmas 2009:)

2009-12-26T02:30:00.000+08:00

Christmas!

Haha, just came back from pau's NEW house for gift exchange and bbq! It was fun hahaha just gaying and gossipping and laughing at one anothers' antics(mainly joy ng). Watched some korean videos (there seems to be a crazy korean craze now o.O) and also some prank videos damn funny HAHAHAHA. They made the platform of this toilet to be able to shoot up, like an elevator LOLS. Then the guy who's peeing will be shot up into the air for like ten seconds with his butt and shit+pee etc(eeww) hanging out for everyone to see hahahahahaha. Damn gross lols and it's a wonder those people who kena prank-ed on did not sue the pranksters =O

Thanks candice for the present, hope u like mine =) Oh and while buying candice's present(a book), I bought 2 other books for myself. (YES THE HOLE IN MY WALLET T.T BUT IT WAS 3 BOOKS FOR THE PRICE OF 2 T.T I couldn't resist) I hope the books are nice because books I've read in the recent year consists of Harry Potter, Twillight series and books by Cecelia Ahern only. So I'm quite a noob in choosing books lols.

As for christmas eve, went to Orchard for X'mas countdown with him:) It was packed with people people and more people. We were like sardines and a total human jam. Hmm pity the police and the disabled people..saw some in wheelchairs and totally stuck in the human jam. They must be feeling really awful =X Hai. Luckily I wore heels that day or else I'll be stuck with really bad air lols. Only short people can understand that agony seriously.

Anyway, people all around were carrying bottles of snowspray? Haha dunno wad it is called but basically, the bottles will spray out snow-like stuff haha quite cool. Was busy trying to run away from those 'snow'. Lols well though super packed but there was alot of christmas atmosphere there. People were all wearing cute little santa hats haha and all the tourists on those sightseeing
buses with an open-air second story were waving wildly at everyone on the streets. Then the ppl on the streets will cheer and wave back lols o.O

The lights and deco at various shopping malls are really pretty. The tree and deco at Ion still wins the others haha. I was busy taking photos of everything hahaha and got kind strangers to help us take photos too =) I still remember my dad used to drive our whole family through Orchard to view the lights and bring us to Tanglin Mall where there'll be 'snow' for us to play. It was quite an 'in' thing then haha. Surprisingly, we din meet anyone at Orchard though I thought I did see Stephanie? Lols but we met quite alot of ppl elsewhere before we went orchard. I think we met around 5 dunmanians and 2 of my primary school schoomates.

We caught Alvin and the Chipmunks 2! HAHA THEY ARE SO CUTE THE CHIPMUNKS LOLS. The chipettes(female chipmunks) are so cute lols and sexy+flirty too hahaha. Everyone should go watch, it's a nice movie =) Initially, I was quite reluctant to watch in the first place lols and I din catch the first one too but it turned out really funny and entertaining. I like theodore =) =) =) He's soooooooooooo cuteeee ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. He's such a cutie awwwwwwww. Okay, sorry lols.

Oh and the cinemas were like super packed on X'mas. Went to Tm at first to check out if there were any tix for alvin2 but the queue was horribly long, from the cinema to the end of the arcade o.O it was almost reaching 77th street =OO We saw from the screen that the tix for Alvin2 from afternoon to around 9pm were either all sold out or selling fast, damn scary and mood-dampening. So in the end guess where we watched?

KLP HAHAHA. Lols and this is the first time I've seen klp so packed LOLS. The cinemas were full too and we had to pay extra for couple seats at the back. Its like $11 for one seat or sth?!?! ZZ. And the couple seat is damn lame lols because filmgarde cinema's seats all have armrests which can be raised up LOLS. So the extra money was paid for nothing -.-

Reached home around one plus that day, and when the train was at tanah merah, the doors opened and closed for ten++ times?! Scary =X

Thanks friends for all the smses and well wishes =) they make my day! I hope mine played a part in making your day too!

And of course, thanks to you for spending the day with me and making sure I don't get trampled on by crazy people at Orchard lols, let's hope that there'll be many more christmases spent together =)

Okay night everyone, off to sleep or else I'll be nagged again by someone who is nocturnal too =P lols.

HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE =D

2009-12-24T01:11:00.000+08:00
HAPPY MERRY X'MAS EVE =D

Hmm okay lols i caught avatar like finally yesterday(technically ytdytd). IT WAS GOOOOOOOD =D caught it in 3D hmm their effects are not the best for 3D but the movie's really nice =) And everywhere was fullhouse for avatar, had to check many places. Thanks cheng pig for helping me check:)

Anyway eh went for dance dinner at this cool jap restaurant called Shokudu. HAHA I FINALLY GOT THE NAME RIGHT. It sounds like shokubutsu the shower foam okay sorry. They had lots of cool food =DD The food was quite worth it everyone should go there eat sometime. But it made me burn a hole in my pocket. No money to spend tomorrow(x'mas eve) zz. Going to watch Alvin and the chipmunks2 lols. Din watch the first one though hope it'll be nice.

Ohoh and me and joy got each other's x'mas exchange presents LOLS. I bought this like cute dustbin and a small rubber ducky piggy bank. It's damn cute lo haha joy likes the dustbin but not the duck ahahaha but it's cute! She bought a pink adidas water bottle hehe and this cute bottle of sweets which she attempted to snatch it away from me -.- Dinner. as I was saying. was great and so was the company =) Took a few group pics, one of the rare times we take pics all together but they are with yuehuan now haha. And something damn funny happened, anthea apparently tried to bring us to this place where she saw a christmas tree but when we got there, there wasn't any christmas tree! LOLS LOLS LOLS Damn funny we all go there we =OO lols then she was saying "But I saw it!" LOLS. Okay hahahah.

Ehhh have to go buy chics' gift exchange presents tml dunno wad to buy =X Hmmmmmmmm maybe i should buy another dustbin LOLS I think i'm gonna buy one for myself too hahaha.

Okay this post shall end here, I'm hungry for some supper =D Merry x'mas eve!

Emo day?

2009-12-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

ZZ today is an emo day lols. Those kind of emo days where actually there's nothing to emo about but you just get affected by the weather or because of some very little hiccups or simply pmsing hahaha.

Wanted to catch avatar today but couldn't =( This one of the little hiccup today LOLS I'm so wilful/bratish?? it's not even a big thing haha. Hope can catch it tml =D

Ohoh went wild wild wet on sunday! Haha it was fun and tiring lols. And I think I seriously forgot how to swim LOLS. So embarrassing hai. Played almost all the rides(except the u shaped one and the bicycle thingy) haha i still love the family ride the best! It's called Ulahlah lols, cute name. We went to play at the little playground with colourful slides and jammed up all the slides hahaha. It was obviously the guys' ideas haha. They refused to leave the slides making us all bang into one another lols den there were other kids who slided down not knowing there were 11 ppl still on the slide hahaha.

Hmm den went to this piece of green land to cut the cake for zhijie's bday. It was an early celebration though and the cake was damn nice hahaa. They funnily put the candles on the SIDES of the cakes lols! Reason: So that the wax wun drop on the cake itself. Haha quite smart I suppose. Then got a few little kids/toddlers were preying on our cake lols, keep giving us the 'i-wan-to-eat-cake-too' look haha but they left before we finished cutting so no cake for them.

Went to tuition place for the christmas celeb, din buy any gifts though but I got one present hahaha. Its a cool cube which my brains do not have enough ability to play -.- So it's rather not apt for me haha but still cool la, its not like the normal rubix cube with different colours but instead they have erm different sizes for different parts of the cube and its surface is golden+reflective kind. Most of the others bought presents and zhijie bought this teddy bear and another indian guy student got it LOLS. He looked quite sad and zzz when holding it damn funny hahaha imagine a grown-up guy holding a very small teddy bear lols! Cheryl got this cool eye massager thing and it has a usb head lols she was wondering whether she would get an electric shock lols.

Hmm den eh sat and thurs night was cip at esplanade, the dancers are so good(okay duh)! And the audience were all dressed up to the nines, this is the real upper class society o.O All the ladies all so chio and is not those ah-lian/ppl on the streets kinda chio, is those got elegance and a class of air kind. They all are so demure too, sit like real ladies with straight backs and slanted legs. We wondering how they do it for so long O.oThe kids are all so fortunate and lucky, so small and young can watch swan lake and all dressed like princesses, wearing very expensive stuff. Me and joy were ooh-ing and aah-ing and wallowing in self-pity LOLS. Hai nvm同人不同命 LOLS okay I shouldn't count the things I don't have(i think uncountable lols) I must count my blessings =)

I just realised I never blog about friday lols. OH IT WAS 4H CLASS OUTING. Lols okay ehhh I went out in the afternoon first then went to class outing at marina. We ate pizzahut and played pool. My skills suck lols but it was fun haha. I want more 4H class outings hehehe =D However, there was a mishap zzz. Trish's new camera was stolen! ZZZZ We were only gone for like only 5 mins? And it was gone. All of us tried our best to find but to no avail. Sian lor and there were our photos inside too =O Poor trish =(
Okay tomorrow I have modern dance from 830-1230 wow. How am I going to survive?! Tian ah. Another little hiccup for me to emo lols. Shall go sleep now must wake up at 6.45 tml T.T Nvm I shall learn to look on bright side of things, shall look forward to the upcoming christmas celebrations hehehe byebye.

AVATARRRRR.

7 messages:)

2009-12-14T15:07:00.000+08:00

thanks for the messages =)

So pretty!

Haha wished I had an oven at home but hmm I doubt I'll be able bake such pretty cupcakes lols.

Okay off to make myself some snack-->nutella bread =D

Will miss you =)

2009-12-13T01:47:00.000+08:00
Hahaha went to flea market today at smu. Hmm first flea market I went to, their prices are not very chepa lei. ZZ disappoint me lols. Hmm but I bought a cap, bracelet though. A wonderful guy bought me a wonderful hello kitty bag though hahaha thanks baby =D

Then ehhh went to marina square to meet up with joy and sop. We were there to support Pau's mini harmonica performance with her vj harmoc club. Haha pau is damn gay lols, the first thing she did was to use sth(i think the scorebook) to fan herself and she was saying 'Very hot' to her friend beside her! Damn aunty LOLS. She was wearing a cute xmas hat too hahah den we gay-ed and took pics lols. Pics with joypig =D

Had dinner and pau's parents came, treated us finger food thanks =D Pau said 'Eh! They never serve fingers lei!' Omg damn lame can lols. Went to suntec bookfest with joy and sop after dinner and we started gaying hahahaa. Stupid joylynn damn evil, she kept making me and sop push the trolley lols so we were just busy looking around and thinking of wyas to push the trolley to the other two hahaha. I'm going back to the bookfest soon, I hope cos din have enough to really buy everything I want(i dun think i will ever have enough LOLS).

Hmm class chalet soon, hope it turns out well =X This reminds me that I need to pay for stuff again zzzzzzzz and I'm REALLY BROKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Seriously, I have become super spendthrift these days =O But retail therapy is really comforting haha.

Okay back to msn to catch up with friends eg: ashley tan who flew to hk vietnam and china for the past weeks of hols. Win liao lor lols. His present(s) for better be nice LOLS. We are raving about 宫心计，this really nice hk drama serial! I watched finish the series online le, everyone shyould go watch hahaha. Okay night!

I will miss you =)

CHICS OUTING =D

2009-12-09T23:01:00.000+08:00
Yay went out with chics for the first time in 234234434242 years. Lols not full attendance but not bad le la, there were me sop joy pau veron and pr =D

We went to MINDS cafe at dhoby ghaut and had astons for dinner yumyum. Games time was fun and we were super loud haha. Damn throw face especially with joylynn ng acting like a baby LOLS and pr's funny 'forfeits'.

Played this game called 'quelf' and everyone had some stupid stuff to do. Sop talked to herself, pr acted like an aeroplane taking off and talked to herself in a corner LOLS, veron had to say 'Hear me, for I've spoken' everytime she spoke HAHAHAHA, pau had to lick her teeth and say 'Willy Wonka' every time she threw the dice and I had to say 'I have you' everytime I made eye contact with someone LOLS. Oh and I had to pretend to take photographs of people around me with an INVISIBLE CAMERA and say encouraging words like 'Own it, work it!' LOLS. Damn funny and retarded.

Sorry no pics and videos with me go fb hahaha. Hmm think we didn't take much pictures today, at least I din lols. Should have taken more with them:( But there'll be more to come with x'mas and new year countdown =D

Can't wait for another chics outing hahaha =D lovelove!

2009-11-27T15:03:00.000+08:00

Back from dance camp and had the stupid chem re-test too. Hmm it was okay, mcq was pretty easy but section b and c were not. Couldn't do ionic eqm AGAIN haha but considering that all the studying I've done for it was kinda half-hearted, it should be okay bah, thanks to the mcq!

Dance camp was good overall. Haha, was exposed to different styles of hiphop, understood their origins and a teeny bit of their culture and of cos learnt some basics for the different styles. Conclusion: popping is not for me haha. I only have fats to 'pop' no muscles. Damn sad because my dance instructor specializes in popping ahhhh!

Bboying was very fun and I came to know that it's not all about stunts, its stunts and tricks have meanings too, very cool. Haha and the instructor was super duper patient, went to each and everyone of us to correct us (there were like about 20++ ppl or more?) Went through 3++, near 4 hours of bboying and all of us din even realise how fast the time passed, lols.

The games were fun too and luckily, thee balloon event I was in charge of was quite successful in the end.

Thanks a millllion to all the modern dancers for helping me =DDD

Yep, then hmm the three days of camp have given me a super aching body now lols. Bboying contributed alot I think haha. I have aches everywhere zzz, thighs, butt (extremely painful), back, arms and my head! Lols, head's due to falling to the ground/putting all my weight on my head when trying to do the bboying stuff. This means that I did them wrong lols because I'm not supposed to put all my weight on my head grrr. Oh not to forget, orh-ceh on hip? Lols.

But I'm glad I went for dance camp ahhaa and despite the aches, I still benefited alot alot. I can only say the juniors are so lucky. Oh and dmvmt was flooded with juniors during camp because many of us were not around. Hmm, hope we'll all have a great year together as seniors and juniors =D

Dance prac is gonna start on 30th Nov and next year's gonna be a busy year. Danzage is pushed one month earlier to end April! Not to forget, THE ALMIGHTY A' LEVELS! Also, we have to prepare for potential competitions to enter so as to earn mrore credit and ultimately, FUNDS to let us grow stronger. Haha, money is not the most important thing in the world but without it, alot of things cannot be accomplished.

Went out with alisa ap mich maur yesterday to teoheng hahhaha. Michelle has a voice that sounds entirely different from her speaking voice lols it's damn cute HAHAHAHA. And everyone can sing lor =D (okay maybe except me lols) Then went to bugis and met ningli yuehuan and angelina to buy present. Haha and i saw samuel chang and VERON lols. So cool, we were ooh ahh-ing about Hello Kitty which has a booth at Bugis and I just bought a Hello Kitty Mouse HAHAHA. Happy happy but very broke now. I NEED MONEY.

This is the last week of Nov and it has been spent well =) One bad thing is I haven't revised anything seriously since 'holidays' started so yea, zz. Haha and ya its termed as 'holidays' because even my parents feel that I'm not having a real break because I have to go school every now and then. My dad just asked me recently "你到底是不是在放假？" LOLS.

Going out later =) but we're on low budget now lols because we need to save up for something. Will reveal what it is when we've actually got it because based on our current financial situation, the thing's gonna be quite far way from us =X But I really want it hai.

Okay gtg to bathe etc, ohoh I really feel like changing my blogskin lols because the words are quite negative and if one is surrounded by negative thoughts/energy, it'll make the person become pessimistic. Well, that's my opinion la but I really feel that I'm becoming more and more pessimistic this year. Need to get the cheerful optimistic happy-go-lucky me back!

2009-11-19T00:57:00.001+08:00
I FINALLY 胡-ED!!!

LOLS.

And if you're reading this, GIVE ME A POEM NOW =D

How time flies and how fast babies grow.

2009-11-18T22:18:00.001+08:00
The title says it all haha. Now, pictures to prove it lols.

Some time ago

A few days back

I can't recognise my baby cousin lols. Can't wait for him to start learning how to walk and talk hahaha. Okay sorry. I just think babies are so cute =)

On a heavier note, I was playing viwawa wahjong just now and I din even win ONCE today[I played for like ten rounds?] Wthell. ZZ.

Dance tomorrow, stiff like dunno what. Study date with amandapig haha hope she can influence me or else I'll get a big fat U again for chem re-exam -.-

Oh well, I shall go try my luck on Viwawa again later, wish me good luck haha!

Food makes me happy:) AND FAT -.-

2009-11-14T01:00:00.000+08:00
YUMYUM. FAT-INCREASING DEGREE: 4 STARS?

Recently went to eat katong laksa at katong lols. Damn nice =D Never really ate authentic katong laksa before so yup, this is my first time? (I know that's quite pathetic -.-) Anyway, I love it now haha our school should sell this kinda laksa, not the current kind which I've never tried before actually.

Caught quite alot of movies recently, but 2012 and My Sister's Keeper left deeper impressions. Both I cried but for the latter, I practically couldn't stop crying haha. As for 2012, I don't know how I'll react if it's really going to come true. Hmm.

Reflective Pictures:)

^can you spot a smile? =)

有你真好 =)

I don't know where's my soul.

2009-11-11T23:05:00.000+08:00
雨过天晴后又是一场雨。

2009-08-01T00:48:00.000+08:00
Blog's kinda dead. Lols but nvm I just felt like blogging today haha =D Some random pics =D

END OF THE WEEK:)

2009-07-18T00:06:00.000+08:00
YAY it's friday! Haha, though the timetable on friday sucks like crap but it signifies two days of being able to wake up later than 6am. And today started out on a really bad note, I had to go do chemistry practical make-up T_T It was horrendous lols the stupid FA2 confused me like shit and I forgot what's the supposed dp for burette readings and obviously, I said the wrong answer and got a word "Nonsense!" from mdm koh LOLS. ZZZ.

Haha but it got better eventually thankfully. Went to eat icecream at TOM'S PALETTE =D hehe it's this super good ice cream shop. Chics love it =D =D =D Then I went to join the dancers at fort canning to watch Ballet Under The Stars! Omg the dancers are all so professional and their lines were so beautiful. The guys amazed me and I was just wow-ing along with joy haha. You can still catch them tomorrow and sunday[I think] so everyone go watch hehe. I love the "Double Contrast" choreo best =D , it's like so special and their costumes all damn nice lols win.

Hmm have PW meeting plus tuition tml, busybusy saturday =( I want to watch harry potter so badly, so far I've heard okay and quite good reviews about the movie. Aiya but even if I hear bad things I will also go watch one LOLS. It's just the harry potter movie phenomena hahaha.

I shall go play Sims3 now LOLS I installed it successfully HAHAHAHA. It's quite a feat lor, I spent like 3 hours?! Cos my com siao, keep shutting down by itself while I was installing, I was damn pissed la zz. And the Sims3 ppl like very ugly lei dunno why. They are supposed to be better-looking?! Lols nvm I go play le byebye =D

SICK

2009-07-14T23:49:00.000+08:00
Down with flu T.T

I bought 6 packets of tissues from drink stall uncle today and used ALL of them in a span of 4 hours plus. ZZ. Not forgetting athe tissues I asked from people. Omg my nose is out to kill me.

Skarly I kena H1N1 =X

Okay I shall go sleep again. Hopefully, I can sleep the trauma of my very very bad results and my flu away.

2009-07-13T00:35:00.000+08:00
Tomorrow's a schoolday. Hmm that spells trouble zz. I dun wan to get back my ct results! Argh, I think a depressed me will suffice after the results are released. Byebye to happy roseline :(

Was over at ap and alisa's condo for post-danzage party with D'MVMT just now. Haha we watched the videos of us at danzage together. Omg I sucked like shit at pairwork. Kill me T_T Hmm but besides the videos, everything else was fun and enjoyable at the party haha. I basically just sat there eating like a pig(seriously) and listened to all the stupid yet funny jokes the others were making lols. Fell prey to stupid teasing too zzz. Oh and chak was like a guy host HAHAHA. And the other two had fun bbq-ing for us too LOLSLOLS. Haha okay inside joke.

Anyway, I have to go sleep now(yes and it's still before 1am) lols. Hope I can wake up tomorrow =X and I so do not want mass pe tomorrow. Hope it will be cancelled or else there's really no logic behind canclling cca, sports carn, learning fest and even flag-raising at parade square. Haha, wish me good luck for the getting back of results and for school after one month plus =D

P.S. I WANT ANOTHER CHICS CONVO LIKE JUST NOW HAHA. MISSING ALL OF THEIR PIG FACES LOLS.

2009-07-11T01:55:00.000+08:00
Hahaha, went for the second CCC chalet yesterday. This time we had movies muahaha, I brought some pirated dvds that I had never watched before lols. All horror and all had horribel subtitles I think =X lols sorry. We watched 'Alone' and 'Amityville Horror' den the subtitles for 'Alone' were like super LOLS. We kept LOLSING hahahhaahaha cos too crap already. I still remember, 'nix'= 'okay' ?! Wtshit? LOLS. Then that joy ng already told me the story before -.- so I knew the plot le zz. But overall, it was a good horror film. I was still quite freaked out zz. Me and quanhuan are screaming mates lols.

Hmm then the second horror film was good too. That one damn gross zzz and it's really scary too. Aiya both damn scary, zzz I shan't talk about this anymore cos all the scary scenes are coming back to me as I type. ZZZ.

Haha okay den we played stupid games and I almost got to be the survivor lor. Forgot which question I died at. But the first q I died at is damn retarded lols. Shan't say lols. And I think quanhuan's questions are super funny and original. Like 'Who will die of aircon?' LOLS and other very gross but hilarious one that aren't suitable to be disclosed here. My blog is PG HAHA. Then all the questions were like not PG kinda somehow LOLS and the jokes the guys can crap and say are like super LOLS haha. But all like a at-that-moment kinda thing so I can't recall lols.

Oh and we watched scary movie in a desperate attempt to keep awake. Omg it's SO RETARDED. HAHAHA. Everyone was either sleeping or laming out haha[we watched it like after watching the 2 horror films at about 4 plus am?] Then left me and quanhuan laughing again lols. ZZ but there's like one or two scary scenes in scary movie 4 too. OMG THE SASHIMI PART IS JING1 DIAN3. LOLS DAMN FUNNY HAHAHA. Ppl who have watched before would know what I'm talking about. Otherwise, I may just sound like a lunatic lols.

Haha den after like sleeping for a few hours, went for breakfast and arcade den me and prida chiong-ed to teoheng to meet the golieners lols. Sang my heart out and it's so great to sing with them[nicholas, ben, daniel, nic, jy, sop, prida, eustance, amanda, samuel]. Haha cos it's like everyone will sing along and do retarded stuff LOLS.

Oh and omg 2g guys[at least those who were present there LOLS] are like seriously damn good at singing?! They are super good, all of them can really sing lor. Den all so sutpidly dunwan to join centrestage zzz. WHEN LIKE TWO OF THEM[I think] are in music society -.- They sing so well until all of us girls were having our jaws widely opened[we tried hard to close but their voices amaze me too much] den secretly recording their singing HAHAHA. SHHH.

Haha I sang till my voice like nomore then my stomach damn pain now zz. I think I use too much of my dan1 tian2 LOLS which means I'm using the correct place to sing HAHA. Okay this is retarded lols.

Anyway, had a fun time ytd and today =DDD Totally neglected hbl zzz. Lols hai and my eom is byebye -.- Okay la now like super late shall go sleep haha night =DDD

P.S. I chose choice number 2 LOLS which is cook maggi me hehe.

2009-07-09T02:12:00.000+08:00
I AM HUNGRY.

Now is 2.13 am but I'm not the only one hungry LOLS. Quite alot of ppl on msn are hungry now. I dunno why I'm blogging maybe cos I too hungry den cannot think straight zz.

4 Choices I have now:

- Call Mcdelivery =D haha I wan breakfast but it only starts at 4am T.T
- Cook maggi mee but my stove abit spoilt I scared explode(I'm serious fot exploding sound before -.-) And I'm lazy to cook plus wash pot
- Eat durians in refridgerator but I'm tired of eating them
- Dun eat and go sleep but I can't do it zz

Haha I really think this is a dumb post with no meaning zz.

Oh and I have no conclusion yet about the 4 choices. Shall reveal the answer the next post LOLS.

2009-07-08T00:33:00.000+08:00
Went out with 80% of CCC yesterday, we caught I Love You Man. Loads of crapping and fun haha and time wasted while deciding where to go LOLS. At first the show wasn't really promising cos got alot of vulgarities and rated stuff(LOLS) but it turned out to be super hilarious hahahaha. I kept laughing but cheryl was worse hahaha. She was laughing like mad beside me lols. All guys should go watch I Love You, Man haha cos it's like a guys' chick flick.

Then we loitered around as usual because we couldn't decide where to go AS USUAL. Haha saw quite alot of dunmanians there. Ehh den we went arcade at night. Omg me cheryl plus serene got 435 points for the basketball game HAHAHAHA. Quite pro lor lols. We won km and szuyee at first lols until they suddenly went keesiao and got 613 o.O den shaun and zj got 613 too lols.

Ehh den after tt I went home den I went to sop's house. That pig omg she abused me by being such a bad host. Just left me to sleep on her mattress with absolutely NOTHING to do while she was BUSY WITH AHEMAHEM on the com. Then that sutpid fat ass aka joy ng physically abused me. ZZZZ STUPID JOYLYNN LOLS.

Anyway I fell asleep eventually with all the BOREDOM LOLS den we woke up around 12 plus? den went to eat etc haha. Went home to change den we went bugis.

OMG the trauma starts here. Seriously, bugis is filled with chio bus. Me joy and sop were practically dying of zibei-ness there. They are all freaking skinny and chio WIN LE. Seriously, every min got one chio bu pass by den we will all slap each other's arms and curse 'PSB' HAHAHA. Shan't say what it is lols or else next time I can't scold that.

Yea so we saw like 3598239058u320 chio bus today sian haha and this made us even more depressed lols. They are all of model-calibre and have pretty faces accompanied by good bodies T.T [it sounds weird coming out from a girl but I'm too traumatized sorry]

Invented retarded meanings for words like 'OUB', 'UOB' and ehhh 'DBS' and 'POSB' LOLS. HAHAHA SORRY INSIDE JOKE LOLS DAMN FUNNY okay I sound retarded -.- We are oub+uob and dbs+posb are our enemies hahahaha.

Haha had fun yesterday and today =D, this makes me dread to take back my results. I will probably plunge into depression =(

Shall go finish BOF[at epi 22 HEHE] now =D

P.s. Did I mention I have this big pimple on my nose T.T it's 史无前例-kinda-big. Okay gross.

2009-07-01T23:53:00.000+08:00
Today is supposed to be a lovely day.

BUT HERE CAME MATHS CT ZZZ.

Omg it was seriously LOLS. Haha isit there for 3 hours den do until very frustrated and very hot. Lols, left like 3754983759475 questions blanks -.- Fail la gg.

Oh but it's going to be better than chem I think. ZZ that's depressing.

Think I will be qualifying for Weihong's 'Only U' club lols. ZZ.

Hmm, off to slack somemore haha before studying chem tml. Still have alot of unread/un-understood/undone parts. But seriously, it's demoralising that they always give weird chemical names during tests that will make me confused and panic=forget everything.

Good luck to all the physics ppl tml =D

2009-06-29T23:56:00.000+08:00
Two papers down. Omg I can't believe this lols.

Two more to go. I'm still as unprepared as ever.

ZZ mood swing-ing today due to unforeseen circumstances.

Things aren't working out.

2009-06-26T01:25:00.000+08:00
I have this super thick stack of beautiful geog notes to read. It's like mankiw kinda thick?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Stress mode ignited zzz, I just need to blog to destress so just ignore this bout of keesiao-ness.

LOLS WEBCAMMING ROCKS.

2009-06-23T03:58:00.000+08:00

a faint smile

AWWWW =D HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S ACTING CUTE THOUGH LOLS.

MY CURRENT HP WALLPAPER HAHA

This pic is sorta weird cos my hp photofixed it lols but he's still as adorable as ever.
he looks squashed LOLS

HAHA NOW SOME WEBCAM SCREENCAPS:

LOLS please ignore the retardness of us hahaha. ASH + ROS= RETARDNESS+HIGHNESS+FUN LOLS.
HAHA okay I shall attempt to calm down lols. Night web-camming is a god way to keep yourself entertained, hyper and awake lols. After trying to imitate emoticons with ash, webcammed with cy but keep failing den gtg. Shall try to go study zz.
NO MORE HOLS :( and I'm so disappointed in you, Roseline Tan Jie Yi :(
Shall not end on a depressing note so...let's have a CLOSE-UP PIC OF ASH TAN HAHA AKA ASHTON KUTCHER AND POKEMON ASH LOLS.

TIME IS RUNNING OUT :(

2009-06-18T00:17:00.001+08:00
AHHHHHH OMGOMGOMG. I just saw a HUGE pile of geog and econs notes =OOO

The fact that the first day of the CTs week is GEOG AND ECONS doesn't help at all. And ppl, the keyword here is "AND". Yep. Rubbing salt onto my wounds -.-

Time is really running out :( so why am I here? Kinda ironic. I think I just need a place to rant on and on at my own stupidity and superb procrastinating skills.

Omg, I'm still in a state of shock. ZZ and I only started touching my notes erm 2 days ago?! Hai, I happily wasted 2 weeks of june hols away not studying T_T As much as I have enjoyed these 2 weeks, I still can't help but lament that IF ONLY I read like 5 pages of geog notes a day or sth would greatly help my predicament now.

So perhaps after reading this, all the clever muggers(clever because they know that its the correct time to mug) who may be very very flustered because they have not completed their revision, can take a breather. I think I haven't even completed 10% of what I have to revise.

WHO TO BLAME?

ME.

I really hope H1N1 can help to prolong the june hols by a week or so. PLEASE?

2009-06-14T19:25:00.001+08:00
Just finished reading a book titled "By The Time You Read This".
Haha a very nice read =DD the things written in there are simply too true and words expressed too beautifully. It's like making me ashamed of what I''ve been writing in Gp essays and here. Like, when words could be used so aptly and beautifully, I'm sorta tainting them by using them so, erm, kiddishly, I guess.

This also means I've just wasted one precious day not studying -.-

Anyway, life has been very relaxing and lazy for me haha. Because I've done a super excellent job of ignoring the assignments teachers are sending to my DHSmail consistently and horrifying stuff like lists of revision topics[just look at the amount -.-]. Argh. I think's I've perfected the art of procastination this hols =X =X =X Bad timing seriously.

Anyway, celebrated ADRYL LOW's birthday on the June 9th. Okay I know I'm quite lag in blogging abt this and I have no pictures but ahh whatever. Haha dunno why we celebrate for her LOLS JOKING. Hahaha she's using the wallet and bag we've got for her and we're sooooooo glad she likes it =DD haha, according to her mum, she's one hard person to please LOLS. I like seeing the happy faces of people when they receive presents haha. And of course being the one to receive presents too duh.

My fringe is seriously irritating me now. I.need.to.cut.it. Argh.

Oh and on a random note, rollerblading suddenly became quite popular among joy and sop and me aka the PPG. HAHAHA okay maybe more for them since like the last time I've skated[excluding yesterday] is about approximately 2 years back zzz. I shall master the art of braking and turning hahaha. Thanks to ash and sop for holding me ytd if not I would probably be a second candice wee LOLS.

Okay, shall end here off to eat haahaha. I ate durians and mangosteens yesterday night damn nice. Lols. Yumyum.

DANZAGE '09

2009-06-01T10:29:00.000+08:00
Thanks to all the friends for coming down to support :)
Thanks for all the flowers, presents, cards and such!
You guys are so sweet =D

Sadly, my cam is spoilt -.- I dunno what happened to the battery, it just doesn't seem to be charged no matter how long I've charged it -.- It's really damn sad.

Owells, the memories will still be imprinted in my heart =)

Luckily, I have Yeo So Phia's camera HAHAAHA. I love her cam zzz. Yeah so I'll wait for her to upload all the pics first lols.

Concert's over, I feel so relieved but empty. Weird feeling. Like happy it's over and hopefully a success, but sad and empty because it's over:( Argh, this feeling happens after every concert zz.

Omg my phone just hanged on me -.- Haha random anyway after Danzage, went for crew dinner. Had a fun time as usual, I <333 EVERYONE =DD

Then the next day, went to Paupau's chalet haha. Long time no gathering for chics! We talked, gossipped(oops), sang, cam-whored, ate like pigs(seriously) and went crazy with one another as usual, just like the old times.

I missmissmiss chics and 4H.

AND AGAIN PICS ARE WITH SOPHIA OR JOY HAHA. Okay lols. I see the need for a new camera.

I know this is cliche but still, I shall end off the post with some heartfelt words. Wanna say a big THANK-YOU to all the seniors for helping me with the hair especially tzelin and meixian. Also to Justis for being such an inspiring instructor and to Vanessa, for being such a sweet and encouraging senior =) Lastly, of cos to all my fellow dancers(d'mvmt and modern) for being there with me. All of you are loved and appreciated =D

2009-05-30T01:29:00.000+08:00
DANZAGE TOMORROW!!!

AHHHHHHHH THIS IS TOO FAST.

JIAYOU FELLOW DANCERS =D

GO D'MVMT AND MODERN =D

GO ME =DD I CAN DO IT.

2009-05-22T23:21:00.000+08:00
22 MAY 2009-ECONS TEST, GEOG TEST, CHEM LEC TEST, DANCE.

YAY I SURVIVED HAHAHAHA.

Lols, 3 tests a day really kills zz. That explains my hysteria for being able to survive today =D

Dance was good today despite the many wardrobe malfunctions, took loads of photos and some videos haha. Went for the usual crew dinner and we laughed like crazy today lols but considerably little compared to other crew dinners. Got glared at by some weird woman countless times then we headed to Macs lols. Seriously, if that woman was with us on other crew dinners, she'll faint or die of anger because today's laughter is already very minimal in comparison lols.

I love crew dinners, gives me the dosage of laughter I need =D Especially when there's a Thoongborisoot[i think it's the correct spelling?] around LOLS.

Anyway, yeah I'm so happy I survived today though I screwed up for all my 3 tests, especially the killer CHEM LEC TEST. I THINK I'M GOING TO GET ZERO. ZZ on my way to H1 chem soon.

Tomorrow's EDS Night! Going back to watch all the juniors, can't wait =D Yep, so sat is eaten up and sun is going to be spent on hunting for costumes and dance stuff. Praying really hard that I can find something.

Life's been busy, messy, complicated and gloomy these days. Really hope that better days will await me zzz. Okay I sound like I need a counsellor lols. But on a serious note, if all the shit continues one, I'll really need one soon.

Okay I shall go BINGE to celebrate my survival today. I'm so proud of myself HAHAHA I DID IT LOLS. Oh by the way, the new Krushers thingy the strawberry banana yoghurt drink at KFC is like damn nice haha I like.

Lols and thanks Ollie for the card today, you're so sweet:)

I think we are all drifting away but maybe, it is just me. If so, I don't know why it's happening. Maybe I'm not nice enough or maybe you all just don't care about me as much as for others. Friendship is precious, I don't want to lose you all.

life.

2009-05-14T23:42:00.000+08:00
"It's so sad that when you want to cry, but the shoulder is not there."

Agree.

2009-05-11T01:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

I LOVE MY MUMMY =D

randomness and i really hate this font.

2009-04-26T03:35:00.000+08:00
3 plus am o.O

Haha i dunno why but just suddenly felt like blogging but den realised not got nth to blog -.-

Okay so this will just be a random-talk-to-myself weird post lols.

Oh okay got sht to blog le. Olivia[another pig] gave me super belated bday present lols but its okay hahhaa. The thought counts:) It's like 4 cups of BEN AND JERRY ICE CREAM. I dunno why she always gives me food LOLS, am i that pig?!

Anyway point is, i'm sorta addicted to ben&jerry's icecream now. Haha as in i have always liked it and found it super nice but now i'm addicted to it. That's like really bad. Hai. Must be cos of Alvin being too generous and buying us haagen daaz/ben&jerry ice cream when we've all passed out maths tests lols. He just bought two tubs for us to share today-CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE AND STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE.

OMG SUPER YUMMY. haha okay i shall stop lols in case i start to fantazsize about icecream and then start to get hungryGO KITCHEN TRYING TO FIND FOOD TO EAT. Lols.

Haha okay so turns out this random/weird post seems to be quite long hehe. My crapping skills are still not that rusty afterall.

Ugh and the chem quiz is irritating me,, i just want to get an A. T.T not even aiming to get 15 la lols. Is it THAT hard?

Anyway, shall go sleep now, it's like 3.42 a.m.! Die one sat gone and nothing done zzz. Haha okay night(or rather morning) lols.

cuteness overload!

2009-04-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

My cousin and I came up with an english name for him: Jaylon!

HE'S SO CUTE AHHHH =DD can't stand it lols.

Okay, i go do work le zz.

2009-04-16T20:25:00.000+08:00
YAY FINALLY GOT TWO HAPPY THINGS HAPPEN!!!1

FIRSTLY, MODERN DANCE SH SYF GOT GOLD!!!!

YAY WE DID IT =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HAHA SORRY THIS WHOLE POST IS GOING TO BE IN CAPS COS IM STILL VERY HYPER.
AND I THINK THE FONT IS WEIRD I DUNNO HOW TO CHANGE IT. IF YOU CAN READ DEN GOOD, YOU ARE LUCKY HAHAHHAA =D IF NOT DEN NVM LOLS.

AFTER SO MUCH HARD WORK WE FINALLY DID IT! DESPITE ALL THE OBSTACLES!

YAYAYAYAYAYAY =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

THANKS TO EVERYONE IN DANCE, ESPECIALLY THE SNRS AND ALL MY FELLOW YEAR 5 COMRADES, YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE =D

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO ENCOURAGED US TOO!

OKAY SECOND HAPPY THING IS MY COUSIN WAS BORN YESTERDAY!!

HES FREAKING CUTE =DDD

I THINK HE BROUGHT ME GOOD LUCK LOLS.

PICTURES ANOTHER TIME HEHE.

IM SO HAPPY I HOPE THE WORDS OF THIS POST CAN BE READ BECAUSE I WANT TO SHARE MY JOY =D

2009-03-26T23:52:00.001+08:00
Omg i don't know why the font is like this, but aiya since not really blogging now i shall not care lols. New skin cos all the pics in the previous skin are gone T.T Okay i shall go do hw. Byebye.

2009-03-16T11:39:00.000+08:00

Haha okay random post. But it says alot.

I guess I wun blog here till there's more happier stuff.

Shall end off with a nice picture!

I want to find back my smile.

2009-02-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

Went for dance in the morning, we danced the whole dance 5 times T.T break record and it's super tiring. Alot of ppl were panting, especially the seniors who danced the whole dance without exiting the stage. But I rather dance syf dance ten times and die of no breath than run 2.4km T.T lols. Yes, that's how much I dislike running.

Then, me and joy went pp. Walked around randomly and I went to cut my hair. Lols, I look like a mushroom/village aunty now. Vote me for the prettiest mushroom/village aunty aka ugliest girl in dhs LOLS. Okay, depression mode is turned on le. Ugly hair = sad me.

Anyway, met veron the pig at night. She's still the same old veron pig =D Haha gay and retarded! Lols! Not bad wor, go vj got alot of suitors wor! Lols, okay den we just gayed and gayed and gayed. Oh we also kinda sabo-ed veron ahhaha. We told this guy in this shop that she likes him lols. Cos she said she went to that shop 2 times le then the guy could recognise her and smiled to her when he met her outside once. Lols, I think the guy thinks she likes him -.- Hahahaha so fun.

Oh and I saw her piyopiyo pouch again. Then I realised piyopiyo is actually damn cute hehe. I currently like Hello Kkitty[dun laugh -.-] and PiypPiyo hahahaa. I know this is damn childish but whatever lols.

Okay so basically saturday was wasted -.- As in no hw done. Oh and I din go to sch on Friday cos I had fever again T.T but its my own fault la. Never eat finsih my medicine den I keep binging on chcolates especially all the v-day goodies haha. Stupid me. yeah so now I think ppl are thinking I keep pon sch -.- wth i got mc okay! Lols. Or they think I'm a weak girl or sth -.-

Haha okay I shall go watch tv and simultaneously[hopefully] complete some work now. Tomorrow will be a mugging Sunday.

The episode ends here:)

2009-02-17T00:47:00.000+08:00
Let's see..Feb 13th was the start of the sc boot camp. How scary =X lols.

Anyway, the boot camp was really a good experience. It's a wonder how a short 2 days 1 night camp can be so physically/mentally/emotionally tiring. I really learnt alot, saw alot and felt alot. Even though I am not a sc now, I'm still thankful for this experience. I feel like I've matured so much.

It may not be an enjoyable experience from all the campaigning/politics/stress but nevertheless, a very enriching one. So thanks to all the seniors and to all the new scs, jiayou for the following house captaincy campaigns etc! I'm genuinely happy for all the fellow Kirin-mons who made it, I know they will bring Kirin to greater heights just like what they have promised.

It will be super fake/untruthful to say I'm not the least bit sad but I can honestly say, I'm really fine now. I know I tried my best and I'm super thankful for all the friends I have. They were the ones who caused my outburst of tears[that was super embarrassing btw lols], not the results. I cried cos I'm really touched by their actions and words and the endless support they give me. I may not even know some of these friends before campaigning/camp and yet, the care and concern for me.

I'm really super touched haha =DD I love all my friends! And I'm proud of myself to have survived the camp =D

Yeah, so the whole sc episode shall end here. On a thankful/regret-less/proud-of-myself note :)

Okay, on a lighter note, thanks to all who gave me v-day presents! I was feeling immensely guilty when everyone started giving out presents den I stood there, giving gay smiles of thanks lols. But nvm, I jiang1 gong1 shu2 zui4 already cos I spent my Sunday shopping for presents[okay I know I'm lag btu whatever lols]. The amount I spent is quite erm heart-wrenching[LOLS okay not tt serious] but it's the spirit of giving that matters:)

Then, while I was writing notes and cards for all my friends, I got FEVER from my brother. What a nice v-day gift. Stupid him. Yah lor, so I stayed at home today, slept like a pig. I can only give out my presents[NOW SUPER LAG] tomorrow =X But the fever gave me a chance to have a good rest, now I'm fully re-charged to 'welcome' the upcoming horrors of the week[CHEM QUIZ AND MATHS QUIZ] and whatnot.

Chicsbff kinda had a major breakdown session last fri[yes it's really an unlucky day -.-]. I still remember the scene of all of us running towards pau vividly. I never imagined myself to be caught in that kind of dramatic scene before. Major flood of tears ensued as we hugged etc. The leaving part was harder. I struggled so much to keep my tears in. Hai, departures always suck.

Pau, you must stay strong:)

Timecheck: 1:09 AM

=OO lols. After sleeping like a pig the whole of today, I'm busy studying maths graphing techniques now..zz. I hate maths. I dunno how many times I've said/typed that. Grr. And I dun understand chem now. Even if I do, I'll take like 485734988593846 hours lols. Time doesn't wait for me =(
And because of the simple fact that Time does not wait for any man, I shall end here. Lols. With a little quote:

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear-not absence of fear.

I don't really know why I put this quote haha. I just feel that with so many unknowns[omg reminds me of maths -.-] in life, we can only try our best to overcome obstacles in our way. To do that, I think to possess courage, is the most important.

I still have so much to say but somehow, I just can't find the right words.

2009-02-08T22:02:00.000+08:00
As requested by Ashley Tan Yuan Zeng:

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!! HOPE YOUR BDAY WAS GREAT ONE! TSKTSK GOT BDAY SMS STILL NOT ENOUGH STILL WANT BLOGPOST LOLS. [IM MAKING U SOUND SUPER GREEDY HEHEHE.] ANW, THANKS FOR PROVIDING ME WITH ALL THE STUPID RETARDED AND SPASTIC JOKES FOR 9 YEARS! I HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP CAN LIVE ON FOREVER LOLS. HAPPY BDAY PIG!

okay done im so nice ahhahahaha.

I HAVE A GP TEST TOMORROW AND I HAVEN'T STUDIED FOR IT. HOW GREAT.

2009-02-08T19:40:00.000+08:00

Another random picture post :D
HAPPY 牛 YEAR!

hahaha I TOOK THIS PHOTO PRO RIGHT =D

my godma:) who's pregnant with my baby boy cousin haha I can't wait for him to arrive!

POLAR BEAR HAHA I TOOK THIS PHOTO WITH MY LOUSY 3.2 MP CAM PRO RIGHT?

Haha pr took this photo for me :)
Haha today is the 2nd last day of Chinese New Year :( I will miss cny! today actually got cny party at alvin's tuition place but we nvr go =X Actually i want to go and gamble lols but i havent finished hw and too lazy to step up of the house haha.
Yesterday had a fun time at tuition made Alvin sang some songs for us lols. I think his version of "Let It Be" by the beatles is nicer than the orginal version itself haha. I shall go eat dinner byebye.
p.s. I hate myself for being a slacker -.- grr.

2009-02-08T01:50:00.000+08:00
I'm eating tanjong rhu char siew paus at 1.50 am now. WOW. Lols all the fats. HAI i seriously no hope into becoming a skinny/thin girl lols.

Hmm anyway after dance on friday, went to suntec fountain of wealth to visit veron and pau =D

Ppl who went: Me sop joy prida nicole chew zenn cy pingteck szuyee weihong ashley weicheng jarib

Haha we totally went crazy la lols. The vj ppl were doing their mass dances and kee-siaoing lols. Seriously, they are all super high den we down there at first abit zzz lols cos cant find veron and pau den see vj keep highing and they have the whole sch down there la -.- We only like 13 ppl?! Lols.

But later on we spotted lots of dunmanians and of cos veorn and pau =DD Lols den we all started goign crazy too, cheering dunman high cheers, bennu cheers, home cheers, drakon cheers and of cos kirin cheers too ahha. Super siao lols. Den we formed a dunman high train with the ex dunmanians. It was super cool. Us shouting "Dunman/德明" and going around the whole fountain of wealth with all the vj ppl looking at haha. Then halfway through while going around the fountain of wealth, vj ppl suddenly started doing one of their mass dances lols. Some tribal dance thing which is quite fun den i zz down there cos oviously i din know to do lols.

Den suddenly in front of me is gaille lols. She said hi and tried to teach me a little bit of the dance as everyone danced along haha thankyou:) Super cool la bumping into dunmanians everywhere ahha. Den we continued with our train, shouting Dunman high like crazy lols super duper fun and high. if we all same class or same orientation group sure gg one. Cos everyone too high le lols.

After alot of highing and shouting and cheering until some of us no voice, we went macs and found ALOT of ppl who looked like ppl in our school. Super look-alike and super funny. Had tons of fun laughing until no sound come out/stomachache/got tears in our eyes. We even took photos and videos of the #1 super look alike guy hahaha. Damn funny.

Went home at around ten plus with pau and all of us. We were playing "tongkat tongkat" on the mrt hahaha. It was definitely a fun day =D

Oh and CCC have new members and many on probation LOLS. Super funny hahaha. Okay sorry lols. Anyway today went to see amandacheng the pig hahaha. We also bought cake for pr DEN SHE NVR COME LOLS. So in the end we celebrated for pr den we ate like some of the cake LOLS den we bring to tuition for pr. HAHAHAHA sang bday song for her with serene cheryl me joy alvin alyssa and yuhding lols. Hope you like the present PIG =DD

TO PEIRONG:

HELLO PIG I LOVE YOU! HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY =DDD STAY RETARDED AND NICE HEHEHE I LIKE TO BULLY YOU LOLS. DAMN FUN HAHAHAA AND THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE TO ADVISE ME AND THE OTHER CHICS. I LOVE YOU LOADS AND DUN GROW ANY TALLER AHHAHA IM EVIL OKAY ANOTHER THING IS: PLEASE COME ONLINE MORE OFTEN LOLS =D 生日快乐！

Okay lols i shall stop being hyper later really can't sleep. Shall go off now. I need to do some serious work tml=do my overdue hw =X

Jiayou roseline you can do it =D

2009-02-05T21:41:00.000+08:00
I don't know what to feel now.

Life has been busy and time just seems to pass too fast.

All the work is getting to me, I've missed out on alot since bsp hosting+campaigning -.- zz

Today Jiaqian told me that it's just 5 more weeks to end of term 1?! Omg that's like super fast lah. It's week 5 now and this week is only left with fri, sat and sun =X

I don't want time to pass so fast. The rate of time passing is like so scary.

Anyway, a big thanks to all who voted for me. I will not waste your vote =D

Just joined a new club called CCC HAHAHAHA.

It's main mission is to relieve stressed-up ppl living around super hardworking ppl+muggers from peer pressure and the constraints of the ever-so-stressing mundane jc life in dunman high.

CCC= CAN COPE CLUB

Chairperson: Chaoyuan
Vice-chair: Me
Current members: Prida and Cheryl =D

More to come hehehehe.

HAHAHA. LOLS. Sorry lah my life is too sian and zzz that the prospect of this little club perks me up too much hahaha.

I hope CCC works out =DDD

2009-01-28T23:53:00.000+08:00
I think I made the right choice about that and that.

I hope I did.

=D

2009-01-26T01:24:00.000+08:00
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =D

May the NEW/NIU/牛 year be a happy year for everyone! Wishing all my loved ones great health and good luck for the year =D

2009-01-21T20:26:00.000+08:00
Haha had a sudden urge to blog though my blog plus tagboard is dying -.- Nevermind it shall serve as some form of memory record book for me.

Okay there was the DHSSH ORIENTATION 2009 and it was fabulous =DDD Thanks to all the year 6s ogls, seniors and oc!

I'm offically a KIRIN-MON now hahaha and I'm proud to be one:)

Kirin is 1st for orientation too, I hope we can keep it up. Dun wan to disappoint seniors.

Hmm then, after orientation (which I'm not giving enough credit for by not providing any more details with) was the arrival of the Nanjing students.

=X=X=X Lols, sorry la but seriously, we are worlds apart from them. They seriously are muggers and their life in Nanjing is like all work and no play. That is very sad for them and puts them at a very big disadvantage in terms of handling relationships with people. Okay nvm, shan't say anything bad about them lest I get killed =X

Hmm then so far, school has been okayyy, I guess. Just that my brain is super duper rusty and it makes my morale go super low cos I forgot alot of things I've learnt in year 4 -.- Shit la and it doesn't help when I keep missing lessons due to bsp -.-

5C22 has been a great class though =DD and my og is the Best OG! HAHAHA. okay sorry too hyper lols.

Hmm currently there's the whole dilemma about whether to run for sc/house comm anot and I'm stuck in it too -.- hai okay just dao me, I'm uttering gibberish for this whole post and that's probably caused by the dilemma.

I shall go get some PROPER work done(hw!!!) now, I need lots of good luck!